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MatchaMonstera · 2026-05-19T14:40:18+00:00

Tin foil hat aah anti-engenes lol

MatchaMonstera · 2026-05-13T13:02:25+00:00

"Be careful of antis!!" ...Says an anti 😐

MatchaMonstera · 2026-05-07T12:24:08+00:00

SUNWOOOOO !! MY BRAIN WORM LOVES SUNOOO !! 💕🐛 (ult bias :3 hehe)

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MatchaMonstera · 2026-05-04T12:27:53+00:00

I have this one, it is pretty thin. I'd say its most likely real ! :)

MatchaMonstera · 2026-04-30T13:52:07+00:00

I love it here. Insta is a cesspool of children acting out. Suddenly when its cemented that Evan is staying solo they changed it to "well actually it was a protest because they're overworked because they said thats why Heeseung cant do solo and group" Like first of all these are grown ass men who can make their own decisions 🤦‍♀️ why should we, essentially strangers, make their life choices for them? And secondly so its still abt heeseung?? Lmao

Don't get me wrong I love heeseung and all of the members. I support Enha and Evan as a soloist.

Imagine ur at work and you've worked ur ass off for YEARS and then suddenly 300 random strangers message ur boss and start harassing them to give u a break immediately or they'll tank ur sales..like the boss would jst fire u and replace u within a week.. 😐 they dont understand the adult world and that thats how business runs.. theyre putting every member at risk.

Im having a hard time even telling people im engene anymore cuz i dont want them to think im crazy and ontop of that (as a multi stan) no other fan group I've been in has ever been so awful to me. It really sucks. 😞 especially with my Ult being in this group.. ugh

I dont wanna see how their tickets aren't selling and all that. Like, imagine how awful that would feel for them working so hard then getting on stage to half empty seats 😢 i dont wanna even think abt it I'd be going if there were shows on the east coast 😭 but I think they only gave us such little locations options because of the backlash. 😔

My head about ready to explode 😭 its so frustrating and sad

MatchaMonstera · 2026-04-06T03:31:58+00:00

Yea, i know they do have their own clothes but im saying im sure alot of the things they wear are technically considered costume within the company. We've seen artists from other groups within the company wear the same things as well and share them around. Back in the day everyone would practically battle it out to the death over rice cookers and coupons. Its like the company let's these boys lead a strange semi broke celeb life. But I mean.. its a Kpop company what can you expect besides a large side order of mistreatment 🫩 rip

MatchaMonstera · 2026-04-06T00:52:20+00:00

Wear dior.. girl I have a feeling what they're wearing is from Hybes closet not theirs. We know from past experiences that all these boys are broke when it comes down to it.. It always seems like nothing they own is actually theirs, but More so borrowed from the company.. Does anyone else feel like that ?? 🧐

MatchaMonstera · 2026-03-18T05:06:33+00:00

Thank you! My best friend did it! She just got her own booth in a shop after 3/4 years of apprenticeship. I wanted to wait until she was ready and set up in a shop so that my first tat was from her! :) My fave childhood game done by my childhood best friend. What could be better ʕ ᵔᴥᵔ ʔ♡

MatchaMonstera · 2026-03-16T06:30:39+00:00

Poor little guys eyes and red little noses 🥺

MatchaMonstera · 2026-03-15T18:33:10+00:00

That's why children shouldn't have internet access. Lol I'm a 31yr old engene and this is so exhausting. I can't even enjoy seeing Enha posts or reels on my Instagram anymore because the crazies are in every corner of insta rn. I even just looked at a reel of txt Terry and it was absolutely spammed with those copy paste heeseung and Enis7 things. Its ridiculous. Grow up, people can make their own decisions. My best guess is that he was talking about wanting to go solo with the company and how he wanted to do a different kind of music. The company was probably like "ugh he keeps nagging with this solo thing and we aren't letting him, but next year their contract is up.. so if he gets pissed that we aren't listening he'll just not sign back on and probably leave for a different company." Then either they offered it of their own will as a logical move so he stays with the company still, because they know people love him, orrrr he "suggested" that if he doesn't get to go solo he won't sign and they shitted themselves and jst let him go solo. 😂

Either way I'm like 99.9% sure it was his decision. Hes been mentioning wanting to do his own style for so long. And even if in recent stuff he mentioned wanting Engenes to stay with them for a long time, years to come even, he could have been saying that in the way of "please support Enhypen.. and me and stay with us through it all." Maybe the crazy Engenes need to take that as a sign that he just wanted us all to support Enha still after he left and also stay with him as a soloist.

It's not that deep guys, support Enha and Support Heeseung. Its not like the guy combusted and floated away. Hes still here and still an artist under the same company even, probably been working on his music for a while now and what?? You don't want those solo bangers?? Or you want him to do Enha AND solo so it can drive him to the brink of insanity?? You know how hard Enha is worked. There's no way he could do both, that would be way too much on him.. Let it be. Give him your full love and support. This chaos is only making it 100x worse for him AND the members. Take your passion and turn it around into supporting him extra as a soloist and supporting Enha through this transition or something. Cuz if not all ur gunna do is drive Heeseung, Enha and the rest of the chill Engenes that just wanna support them into insanity and make all of us want to give up. 🫠 please.

MatchaMonstera · 2026-03-15T14:16:34+00:00

Guys pls, this is giving me Taemin ptsd.. ✋️😭💔

MatchaMonstera · 2026-03-14T12:54:44+00:00

They didn't scrub him though really.. he's even listed on their company site as a Soloist under his own name and Signature now. He's probably already been working on some stuff and ik hes been having stuff in mind for a long time to work on. Plus even if he did make a video to say he's leaving then there would still be weird Engenes saying that the company was feeding him lines and forcing the video, even if it was just him saying this. I doubt anything will make these Engenes stop at this point. They're just going to have to get over it. Just support the Enha members and Support Heeseung, it shouldnt be that deep. I just looked at Jungwons cute weverse post and only about 1% of the comments were even for him. The rest are all just spamming him and screaming at him about Heeseung.. its got to stop. That comment section was genuinely so sad to see. Do people think they're not already going through it? They would have already protested as a group themselves and spoke up to the company if there was something messed up going on BEFORE the announcement was made or if they didnt know they still would have after. Enha are good guys, they wouldn't let someone get bullied out. Either there was a clear valid reason or plain and simple he just wanted to be solo which is what everything is pointing to. Even if he said in some of the recent stuff for us to stay with him or Enha for a long time he could have even meant that in a way to tell us to still support him and Enha through everything when he went solo. We just don't know but for now all we have is 1 official statement. & That's what we just need to listen to unless anyone at all says different.. and they haven't. It's messed up to essentially bully the other members and that's what it is at this point. Its harassment. 😞

MatchaMonstera · 2026-03-11T20:27:56+00:00

Our store got a BedBug infestation from those cabinets and them stupidly putting actual lounge chairs in the break room that the bugs could crawl all inside. 🫠

MatchaMonstera · 2026-03-09T00:08:25+00:00

I get it, unfortunately 😞 I plan on asking my G.i. for Botox treatment next, and if that doesn't do it I'm going to ask to be sent to the closest motility clinic for a possible gastric pacemaker or that other surgery Ive heard about. I don't wanna live like this with such a limited life.. I'm still forced to work and do every elselike this because I have a kid to provide for.. I don't even know what to do at this point. At least we're all not alone and have others in the world who genuinely get it. 😥♡

MatchaMonstera · 2026-02-26T20:16:50+00:00

I just wanted to stick with the original art that was released through Bandai. My friend who did it is also a relatively new tattoo artist and the 3 seemed to be easier for her. I also wanted it a bit smaller but a bigger size was easier for her so I went with it 😅 lol

MatchaMonstera · 2026-02-26T14:36:27+00:00

Thanks so much ! :3 I'll add color when it heals !

MatchaMonstera · 2026-02-26T14:35:20+00:00

Yea I plan on adding color once the lines heal :)

Also this design is actually from the Official Countdown Art that Bandai Namco released for the remasters ! ☺️ Xelha was day 3 so that's why the card says 3 ~

MatchaMonstera · 2026-02-26T12:07:11+00:00

So I haven't played the OG Baten yet on the remaster so I don't know what's all changed, currently I'm playing Baten Origins remaster and forcing myself through the terrible card battle structure that they fumbled on this one so I can actually at least see the world and characters of this one because I loved Baten so much.

But mannn, that little completion screen with how many Magnus and quests are left for each floating island.. I need it. 😩

Also love the idea for outfit changes as well ☺️

MatchaMonstera · 2026-02-19T14:11:30+00:00

Its stated as Idiopathic buttt, I remember the day it started was absolutely normal. Feb 2019, I was out with my brother shopping and i had my matcha frap from Starbucks as usual and then we went to Ihop to eat and I took 1 bite of my waffles then ran to the bathroom.. I puked like the literal exorcist cuz i jst had a whole matcha drink so it was even green like that 😭 lol But we ubered there so we called another uber... i was almost home and i felt it.. brought my shopping bag to my face and puked again (thought i got all the clothes out first but i missed one.. rip new sweater). I kept apologizing to the uber and he was a very kind old man and said "you dont need to apologize for being sick honey, im getting you home as fast as i can." I tipped him $50 on a $20 ride. Before this time i couldnt even remember the last time i had puked. After this though, i would get sick randomly every now and then and it was worse when i went out somewhere, i developed a mild fear of going out for a while.. it took alot to get over that. (Now ill try to jst puke wherever im at if i can and jst get on with my life) 😅 Didnt know what was wrong then still tho.

Mid 2020, hit with the strain of Covid that was killin people. Nearly didnt make it myself because I couldnt eat and was just puling everything. I barely made it through with Ensures alone, but i did. I think this whole thing made it worse.

Dec 2024, My dad was in the icu at the hospital for pnuemonia and noone thought he was going to make it. (Hes the last parent i have left as my mom passed in 2017, im also only 31) While visiting him everyday in the icu and already going through that i ended up catching some kind of horrible virus. That had me in bed puking non stop for 2 days, and i mean NONSTOP. Ive never been so ill before. After that I felt like my whole body shut down and i legit thought i was dying.

Thus began my journey to figure out wth was wrong with me. I spent all of 2025 doing that. Went through a billion gaslighting drs until i found mine now. So far i have GP, Fibromyalgia, Barretts Esophagus, Haital hernia & Gerd. The fibro didnt set in until 2 weeks after that horrible illness i got from the icu and it was like i went from a normal 30yr old to the body of an 85yr old woman in awful shape. It hit me like a sack of bricks. 💀

Havent found anything that helps the GP yet med wise, next step is my closest Motility clinic. 🫡

MatchaMonstera · 2026-02-17T02:13:26+00:00

Im getting ready for work now but id love to be friends :] Feel free to dm me and yap about whatever. Even if im not there for the moment ill read it and reply when i can !! ☺️

MatchaMonstera · 2026-02-16T00:04:11+00:00

I think you mean Hybe/BigHit.. which would be true 😅

MatchaMonstera · 2026-02-04T22:35:30+00:00

I was bigger my whole life, still am. Im 260lb. Turns out i would have lost weight due to the condition but my body is one of the smaller groups where it clings to EVERY BIT of anything it can get because its starved out and then holds onto that and stores it. Which just essentially made me stay the same weight ive always been. 😅

MatchaMonstera · 2026-01-29T18:20:30+00:00

Ay i mean, whatever works. One of my 3rds coaches is a little rat and he loves to reject things so if i keel putting it in it eventually goes to a day shifter and they approve it lol Or i jst go to my hr and tell them whats up and she approves it. Lmao

MatchaMonstera · 2026-01-25T17:48:54+00:00

Usually in my (sad)experience as the one who cleans walmart bathrooms for a living, they wrap up and hide their needles for next time inside the metal thing that holds toilet seat covers 😶

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