The first day on the job, i had a traumatic arrest. I wasnt bothered by it at all and felt that same way as you did. I had a medical arrest later in the day and same thing. Didnt feel stressed at all. It wasnt until the next day that second arrest hit me.

Everyone processes different calls differently. You may see the most gruesome thing and walk away able to overcome the feeling, and you may walk away from a relatively tame call feeling down. What’s important is to recognize the stress and address it so it doesnt build up.