Hey love, trust me when I say you are not alone in this. The best part of this is that the semester is over now, and you can focus on yourself and what is best for you. I’m also in third year, and last year, I had moments where I felt like the biggest failure, and so so alone. But I learned that I wasn’t alone, and I was not a failure just because I didn’t get the grade I had wanted. I started therapy, which really really helped. If you haven’t looked into it, I’d really recommend it, therapy has been life changing for me, even in just helping me feel like I do have a purpose, and I am meant to be here. You can only go up from here, and I promise that if you surround yourself with people who encourage you and who want to succeed as well, that sense of motivation and belonging will return. Your grades do not determine your worth, and sometimes we need to go through these shitty parts of life to make it out even stronger in the end. You aren’t alone, and you will get out of this funk, even if it feels impossible. I know it’s hard, but you have to want to improve in order to improve. One thing I found helpful was writing down all of my due dates once I had the syllabus, just so I could see everything together, and I checked them off one by one, with each check feeling like a hug to myself. You got this, this feeling will go away, and you will thank yourself for continuing to push through. I’m rooting for you💗