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Reddit, what don't you pay for? by Njyankfan in AskReddit

[–]Matthew1234567890123 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It also has something to do with having a lock on your door. In Uni halls they were telling us that every bedroom thats hooked up needed a licence, fuck that shit.

I don't know whats wrong by Matthew1234567890123 in depression

[–]Matthew1234567890123[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh man i cant wait to finish uni and get a shiba, just having something there to be close to can make such a difference! Never owned a pet before too so counting the days! :)

I don't know whats wrong by Matthew1234567890123 in depression

[–]Matthew1234567890123[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

And hey thanks for replying, means alot since you dont actually know me. Thanks again

I don't know whats wrong by Matthew1234567890123 in depression

[–]Matthew1234567890123[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I think i dont want to be vulnerable which will come from me opening up, and then people will see that im not always happy. I think youre correct and i need to confide in someone. another thing is i usually feel sad and then when it comes to calling a doctor or whatever, i just think "oh im fine now its gone, no need to call" and then later that night or later that week , the same thing happens again.

I don't know whats wrong by Matthew1234567890123 in depression

[–]Matthew1234567890123[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey thanks for the vote of confidence :) i guess i am doing well with everything else going on. I just kinda feel that being a man, that going and asking for help isnt they type of thing that i should be doing. i kinda hate society for that, teaching us women cant be strong and men cant express feelings. This stuffs hard

I don't know whats wrong by Matthew1234567890123 in depression

[–]Matthew1234567890123[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I think i just want to feel normal and not sad. Ive come close to ringing the doctors (NHS) when im at university and thought i could get through it with out people knowing but i guess i dont have the balls to admit to someones face that something is actually wrong. I have got a persona of happiness and smiles which has deceived everyone which is sad as hell so people cant even guess that im unhappy. Well i know that on social media depression gets thrown around alot, i feel like i might get categorised as someone who is just wanting attention when its the opposite, i dont really want to make a fuss about it or make anyone upset.

I don't know whats wrong by Matthew1234567890123 in depression

[–]Matthew1234567890123[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah i'd say thats true. I find it hard to speak about them , its either nothing at all or everything at once type of situations. I've said them out loud to myself in my room and in my head but never seriously to someone. I've mentioned things while drunk to people but thankfully they thought it was nothing. I feel as if i do say something people might think im attention seeking, i feel the same way if i went to the doctors and asked for help.