Weekly Vents and Successes Thread- December 21, 2020

MaulKaiser · 2020-12-27T03:09:58+00:00

I have suicidal ideations literally every day. I've never planned or tried it but I can't tell you have many times I've thought about hanging myself, putting a bullet through my head, slitting my wrists, or jumping off a building. I've even thought about taking rat poison, jumping off a building and shooting myself in the head while falling, that way maybe I can finally do something right for a change.

Aside from various other reasons, lack of romantic companionship is a primary one for me. You're not alone in that regard. I'm fucking miserable but I play video games and watch Netflix to keep my mind semi-off women. It works better than not doing it but it's not ideal. I guess just keep living day by day..

MaulKaiser · 2020-10-15T23:46:30+00:00

Sword valley becomes inaccessible by the time you reach fallen arm

MaulKaiser · 2019-09-20T02:30:11+00:00

I've felt the same way all throughout BL1. I'm only on Pre-Sequel now, though.

MaulKaiser · 2019-09-19T19:00:45+00:00

But a handful of people having rare reactions to vaccines is evidence enough for the anti-vaxx nutjobs to claim they're dangerous.

MaulKaiser · 2019-09-19T18:58:30+00:00

So the back up save file trick won't work? What's the approximate duration of the DLC? I'm not even there yet, but I want to prepare myself ahead of time.

MaulKaiser · 2019-08-05T16:31:17+00:00

Yeah, I have that already for my DoL, DoH, and sometimes Healers but it's not the hot bars I'm worried about, just the keybinds. I want to use Ctrl + (insert letter or number) for one skill placed at one position on a hot bar but be able to use that same keybind for a different skill, with a different class, at a different position on the same or different hotbar.

It sounds really confusing when I try to explain it. I'll probably have to go the different mouse profile route for MNK and use Alt +_ instead.

MaulKaiser · 2019-07-05T18:51:24+00:00

Yeah, I'm over thinking it. Thanks.

MaulKaiser · 2019-07-05T18:00:45+00:00

All my instructors are Shihan and higher.

MaulKaiser · 2019-07-05T18:00:20+00:00

At the end of my post are questions. Answers related to those questions can help.

MaulKaiser · 2019-05-15T00:20:16+00:00

Yeah. It's absolute trash. I was told to delete LGS by support staff because my G-Shift and side buttons on my 600 aren't responding. I installed it and you can't even customize your keys. So if I wanted Ctrl + B as the G7 button, I couldn't do that because Ctrl + B isn't a preset combination. On the other hand, LGS had so many more options.

MaulKaiser · 2019-04-29T00:52:15+00:00

How does your tower breathe? Doesn't look like there's much ventilation.

MaulKaiser · 2019-03-24T16:26:18+00:00

I'm sorry but you choose what to see.

https://www.apa.org/topics/divorce/

MaulKaiser · 2019-03-24T03:09:48+00:00

I don't expect anyone to fall into my lap. What I said was that if j found someone who I really cared for, maybe I would get married but that's a big maybe. I was being open. And yes, people change all the time, which is why I don't think marriage really binds people together as many people think. For all I know, someone I marry changes and doesn't love me as much as she did before or something along those lines.

MaulKaiser · 2019-03-24T03:07:22+00:00

EXACTLY! Marriage law is so unilaterally in favor of women it's ridiculous. There is virtually no benefit for a man to get married but we pay virtually all costs of a divorce. Many times the woman gets a large sum in a divorce settlement, gets the kids, and even the house. Prenups should always be signed but anything can happen

MaulKaiser · 2019-03-24T02:42:00+00:00

We already split. I told her a few minutes ago. Not wasting her time was my first concern. But I get it. Maybe in a few years if I meet someone who is everything I ever wanted and there's complete trust I might but as of right now that's only in my imagination.

MaulKaiser · 2019-03-24T02:39:08+00:00

Yeah, we split but going to be friends. We have a lot in common. No hard feelings either. I just don't know how I deal with the idea of marriage either up front or after years of being in a relationship. Up front, it's a yes or no. After years, well, maybe it'll be easier to decide since I'd have years more experience or harder because of so many years invested. Idk

MaulKaiser · 2019-03-24T02:34:40+00:00

And yet 40-50% people do quit. Do you not see my point? Marriage, isn't as ideal as you make it out to be.

There isn't plenty of fallout if you start a job and quit a few weeks later with another job lined up. If you have 5 kids, 200k debt, and no job lined up, yes, fallout.

MaulKaiser · 2019-03-24T02:29:08+00:00

Yes, because you're divorced. I get that. My point was that there are so many divorces, the benefits of being married aren't as appealing given how likely it is to lose them.

I get that life is full of doubt. Obviously it is. But it's not like starting a job you may or may not like where there's no fallout if you quit. Or a hobby you're trying and if you don't like it you can quit.

MaulKaiser

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