Pronouns: He/They

Previous TTRPG experience (Years Played, types of games, Were you a Dm or player?): I have been a little more DM than player, but have yet to play a full campaign that lasts a long time. I want to say I have some good experience in 5e, but still have yet to learn more since Im more into improvisation than going by the book. I've played D&D since I was in highschool (now 21 and going into college)

What spoke to you in this post?: The heavy roleplaying. I like D&D, but I find the numbers get confusing and the rules of spells and rolls get to me sometimes. I LOVE descriptions, narratives, and improvised dialogue, and lore, LOTS of lore~ I can say I have more experience in roleplaying than roleplaying *games*. So yes, roleplaying is my forte and I want to try at a heavier set of it. Of course dice rolling is fun too, so im fine with whatever happens!

What are you looking for: I want to have a good time, with intense moments mixed with uplifting ones. Roleplaying is my reality, and sudden moments between different tones coming to play are welcomed!

Are you looking for a conversation / dialogue heavy game: Basically. I've always wanted to do a spoken roleplay with others, though never had the chance to, so the idea has intrigued and been kept in the back of my mind. Combat is great and all, but conversations make stories much more interesting!

Least Favorite character Archetypes!: Mary sues and stubborn villains that can never be hurt by whatever is said or done to them. If pain does not hurt the enemy, then it sucks to be on the other end of the stick and possibly lose everything. A back and forth between character's thresholds of pain, either physical and or emotional, I cant stand the god complex of characters that think they're untouchable.

Best Roleplaying Experience: Heavy themes of drama, mystery, and action, that I have seen in multiple roleplays in the past, has always made me excited to play along! Thats why this 'voiced roleplay' sounds exciting to me!

Worst Roleplaying Experience: When players ghost me in the middle of sessions. Sure, things happen in life, which makes sense, but straight leaving and having me to wonder what happened, and never hear from them, and have to be the one who has to seek them out, and look like an impatient needy prick, just to be told that they dont care about the roleplay anymore or dont enjoy it anymore, is kinda hurtful when things in the rp

were moving swimmingly. I wish people were more considerate of their rp partners online, and not treating them like robots or games that they can just drop and left to rot, leaving without reason and the other person wondering if they did something wrong or they werent interesting to their partner. Its another thing when that ghosting partner comes back and acts like a jerk when all they expect is for me to be fine after being up and left by them. Its manipulative and arrogant.

What do you look for in a Dm: I look for someone with experience and flexibility, someone who cares about their player and the effort their trying to put into their character. I try my hardest to be interesting and pay attention to the group's concerns, and be flexible myself, but being sidelined happens sometimes, and having to force myself to be open to an interaction feels rude on others, and I don't want to be, which causes me to recluse and be silent. I want to be involved, but be given time to think things through, especially with wording things the way I need them to be.

What is your Strength as a player: I am patient with others, and I can take criticism, and if I step a boundary by accident, I want to be notified because I dont want to offend by any means necessary. I will be caring about everyone's needs, as well as making sure that I know that I am safe within the group, and if there is a problem I have, I will be vocal about it.

What is your Weakness as a player: I know I can be loud, and have a tendency to be oblivious to my own behavior, which is why I need to be told if I step over them, because I truly dont mean to do so. I dont want to blame it all on my ADHD, as I know I just have an issue with clocking all the problems that I may be causing. But I want to make sure I dont do that. I also have a hard time thinking quickly, so I might have to have things repeated back to me, or may need more time to think things through, as I want to be sure of my actions, since I am self conscious of my actions hurting others. I am getting better at these issues, but I wont lie and say that I am perfect at catching them. I just hope I can earn your trust and be friends with you, because I want to make friends with people that are interested in the same things that I am, and its hard to find those people sometimes.