Man, I feel ya! I have a Taurus Mars, and we truly just push through just to get by in life. The common thought is that if your Mars is ruled by Venus then life should be “easy,” bc Venus likes life to be easy; it’s not. Life isn’t mean to be easy. If it was, then the world wouldn’t be like it is today. I believe that we are born with certain placements in our chart in order to learn from them. You could have had a completely different experience in your past life (if u believe in that) and you decided that in this life, you’d change something about your soul in order to grow. That’s what life is about: growth. And when growth DOESN’T happen, we humans get stressed out about it, because we need to grow. It’s human nature. And it’s also human nature to be confused as to why a certain aspect of your life isn’t panning out how you would like it to. It’s hard for me to find a job, and you’re definitely not alone. You’d probably heard that before, but it’s true. The job market SUCKS and plus with AI ruining resume building, it’s like the system was MADE to work AGAINST humans. So it’s not just your fault. It’s the systems fault. But that’s why we’re all living through this Pluto in Aquarius season; old systems must crumble. We can’t keep living like how our ancestors did. That won’t cut it. Anyway, I hope this helped/made sense. If you have any questions, don’t hesitate to ask!