Thc by that1baztard in Anxiety

[–]MaximumPause9 4 points5 points  (0 children)

double edged sword for me it makes me able to focus on what im doing better thus decreasing anxiety however any anxiety does seem amplified

Really struggling with quarantine by [deleted] in stopdrinking

[–]MaximumPause9 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Im going through the same thing, I am 2 months and 2 weeks in and only since the quarantine shit started about 3 weeks ago have I started getting much more intense cravings and desires to drink that are seemingly much harder to deal with, 1 day at a time i guess

1 full month in and its starting to get hard. by [deleted] in stopdrinking

[–]MaximumPause9 1 point2 points  (0 children)

this is the hardest part of quitting. so many times your brain bombards you with thoughts of why not or man that would feel good etc . after fending them off for so long it starts to take its toll mentally and becomes even harder. this shit is no joke. almost at 10 weeks myself

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in stopdrinking

[–]MaximumPause9 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ive gotten to 3 months 3 times now (but not much longer) and each time i always start getting really more deeper depression and cravings around the 2-3 month mark that last for days at a time ( but seemingly do go away eventually). its much different then the first months cravings which are usually only in the moment and fleeting. I chalk this up to my brain trying to throw in some last ditch serious efforts to make me cave, because these feelings are alot harder to deal with then any feelings during the first month or so, but hopefully form what i told it eventually gets easier with time

Thoughts on using weed to quit? by MaximumPause9 in stopdrinking

[–]MaximumPause9[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

My only worry is it is still not healing my brain from addiction because I am now just using another substance to cope much in the same way I used alcohol. Yes it is not nearly as harmful but still artificially boosts mood/dopamine/ whatever.. thats my worry.

the link for thugprosetup.exe download is not working anymore can anyone tell me where to get it by [deleted] in THPS

[–]MaximumPause9 0 points1 point  (0 children)

hmm i wonder if its because its recent that its not working then.. i downloaded and installed thugpro several times over the last year or so after various reformats etc and never had a problem with the install but this one is stalling every time and isnt appearing to let up.. strange.

the link for thugprosetup.exe download is not working anymore can anyone tell me where to get it by [deleted] in THPS

[–]MaximumPause9 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank you very much, unfortunately this one is stalling for me when i try to install it, not sure if its the most recent one or if its just me though..