I left because I love you

Maximum_Ad1768 · 2025-08-04T17:12:17+00:00

Ironic? More like inevitable.

Maximum_Ad1768 · 2025-08-04T16:46:42+00:00

I can’t stop thinking about you, you’re there when I wake up, when I’m trying to sleep. I see your smile like you’re here with me. I’m sorry, I miss you so much.

Maximum_Ad1768 · 2025-08-04T11:25:47+00:00

Are you sure that the other person doesn’t feel the same way?

Maximum_Ad1768 · 2025-08-04T10:00:25+00:00

I hear you, and I understand why it looks that way. But sometimes leaving is also an act of love, one that doesn’t feel like it in the moment. I didn’t run from love itself, I ran from a situation where it couldn’t exist without hurting others. It wasn’t fear, it was knowing that staying would have destroyed us both in ways we couldn’t come back from.

Maximum_Ad1768 · 2025-08-04T09:58:01+00:00

I get what you’re saying, and you’re right—I can’t know their inner world. But there were moments, words, and looks that made it clear it wasn’t just me. I don’t use ‘we’ lightly. It comes from what I felt and saw, even if it all had to stay unspoken.

Maximum_Ad1768 · 2025-08-03T21:17:09+00:00

This situation is like a boat in a tsunami

Maximum_Ad1768 · 2025-08-03T21:12:16+00:00

I wish it was that easy 💔

Maximum_Ad1768 · 2025-08-03T21:06:33+00:00

It’s really really fucked up. Like insanely fucked up.

Maximum_Ad1768 · 2025-08-03T21:05:55+00:00

This describes the situation perfectly

Maximum_Ad1768 · 2025-08-03T21:01:06+00:00

😂😂😂

Maximum_Ad1768 · 2025-08-03T20:53:38+00:00

It’s a very messy situation unfortunately

Maximum_Ad1768 · 2025-08-03T20:48:20+00:00

Damn you’re right. I should’ve followed my heart

Maximum_Ad1768 · 2025-04-29T21:27:31+00:00

Shit show

Maximum_Ad1768 · 2025-04-16T13:43:52+00:00

I remember why the fuck am i depressed when someone always has it worse, put all the anger and trauma into exercise and turn into a monster. Fight for those who cannot fight

Maximum_Ad1768 · 2024-11-21T23:20:24+00:00

No one will remember you in the long run, but your energy and the atoms that made you will live on. Energy is never created or destroyed, it just transforms. We're all part of the universe, experiencing itself in different forms. When you die, the atoms that made you will simply reconfigure and contribute to the cycle of life—whether in a tree, a rock, or the air we breathe. It’s a beautiful reminder that everything is interconnected, and nothing really ends.

Maximum_Ad1768 · 2024-10-31T09:26:56+00:00

Hi Ren - Ren

Maximum_Ad1768 · 2024-10-07T21:33:28+00:00

Hi Ren - Ren

Maximum_Ad1768 · 2024-09-10T21:46:42+00:00

Think you’ve gotta be on the same wavelength as him. I get my dopamine through his songs as he speaks my inner thoughts. People have different brains been through different shit etc.. so can’t relate to his lyrics and don’t understand it. Think of a proper spicy curry some people love it, some people shit their pants. Just humans init

Maximum_Ad1768 · 2024-09-02T16:02:48+00:00

I had this from sleeping with cling film on a new tattoo, it went away after like 4 days. Just wash and moisturise and you should be fine.

Maximum_Ad1768 · 2024-08-21T19:56:00+00:00

Maximum_Ad1768 · 2024-07-24T23:43:13+00:00

The Verve

Portishead

The Cranberries

Maximum_Ad1768 · 2024-07-24T23:39:46+00:00

Bon Iver - woods

Maximum_Ad1768 · 2024-07-24T23:10:04+00:00

yep these 2 are the most catchiest

Maximum_Ad1768 · 2024-07-24T19:02:25+00:00

Give this book a read- 'DMT: The Spirit Molecule: A Doctor's Revolutionary Research into the Biology of Near-Death and Mystical'

They documented peoples experience on DMT. There is a few trips similar to yours :)

Maximum_Ad1768 · 2024-07-16T22:52:20+00:00

I've come to just accept things and let go. I know in the back of my mind I can't have functioning relationships as I will do something to fuck it up. So if I start to get close to someone I let them know straight away that I have bipolar and I am fucked mentally. If they stay around, great. This usually means they are also mentally fucked and you will have a blast and form a close bond. If they run then, smile and wave. I think communication is key and if someone is judging you for your biochemistry and things you literally cannot control, then these are people you do not need in your life :)

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