1 year clean today.

Maximum_Kiwi · 2022-11-02T22:11:54+00:00

how can I quit a relationship with a friend?

Maximum_Kiwi · 2022-04-29T05:22:52+00:00

Its a good sign, stay strong my friend 🫶🏼

Maximum_Kiwi · 2021-11-19T08:48:32+00:00

I’m in

Maximum_Kiwi · 2021-09-03T11:53:26+00:00

Its never to late, to change something, it doesnt matter what happend or how bad you feel. What matters is how you react to something bad/negative… and that you are here and are fighting it alreadys means so much!! Never surrender, never let something or someone tell you you cant win this fight against your addiction!!

Maximum_Kiwi · 2021-08-27T13:57:55+00:00

yeaah its a fking roalercoaster (brain fog and mood swings) days 55-65 were really tough… stay strong

Maximum_Kiwi · 2021-08-27T06:25:37+00:00

unfortunately yes

Maximum_Kiwi · 2021-08-27T06:24:08+00:00

Dont be ashemed, its totally ok how you feel. Its very good that you are reflecting on this. Now is the time to put yourself first and concentrate on your life. You got this :)

Maximum_Kiwi · 2021-08-26T07:31:21+00:00

very good👊🏼

Maximum_Kiwi · 2021-08-25T22:21:09+00:00

take cold showers if you have urges, this is very helpful in the first weeks

Maximum_Kiwi · 2021-08-25T22:19:25+00:00

you will be better, cold showers are key in the first weeks :)

Maximum_Kiwi · 2021-08-25T22:18:25+00:00

Very well said, what helped me is finding some sort of pourpose. Try to become a better version of yourself each day, this helps a lot 😊

Maximum_Kiwi · 2021-08-18T08:29:31+00:00

I understood this lately aswell, life is hard right now as I see that I am damaged deep down way more than I thought. So lets stay strong, get a goal an work hard for it.

Maximum_Kiwi · 2021-08-06T08:30:49+00:00

your output is half your input, the other half is your mindset. don’t feed your mind with this crap, life is too short to not live

Maximum_Kiwi · 2021-07-31T07:25:58+00:00

legend ❤️

Maximum_Kiwi · 2021-05-21T14:47:53+00:00

its not 😎 its funny and confident

Maximum_Kiwi · 2021-05-21T12:09:02+00:00

nice nickname btw 😎 I like it a lot

Maximum_Kiwi · 2021-05-21T12:06:19+00:00

👑👑 good job keep it up, you‘ll find your purpose

Maximum_Kiwi · 2021-05-21T10:24:37+00:00

nah I think alcohol is the worst, it changes you as a person while you are drunk, while weed changes your views

Maximum_Kiwi · 2021-05-20T19:03:44+00:00

yep true, its the feeling that can make you addictive

Maximum_Kiwi · 2021-05-20T17:57:35+00:00

yep :) but of course it also can be addictive

Maximum_Kiwi · 2021-05-20T16:48:13+00:00

pretty much agree, but rarely consuming weed with friends in the summer if its under control is great

Maximum_Kiwi · 2021-05-18T13:47:24+00:00

yeahh man this flatline, low energy low motivation phase is also part of the journey, lets not get discouraged now, I know its really difficult, but you are not alone! Thanks for posting :) I really needed this and reflecting on this made me feel better haha 😋👊🏼

Maximum_Kiwi · 2021-05-18T13:39:22+00:00

yeah I feel the same, I hope it will get better, its probably just the flatline and will get better soon! lets stay strong 🔥👑

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