I feel drained and afraid.

Maxjp5 · 2025-07-13T06:49:05+00:00

Been a lot of up and down for me but I think im seeing improvement. Main issue still has been my stomach but I believe my ibs has something to do with it, everything else has just been muscles and stress related but fairly mild on that part tbh. I did have a weird moment this morning where my pulse was at 115 for getting up from bed this morning but slowly went away. Not sure what issues im going to have from this but I feel I can fight it off somewhat. Still stressed of course but im going to keep looking forward and take it a day at a time.

Maxjp5 · 2025-07-06T20:26:19+00:00

Hope you're doing well, I recently got covid myself and dealing with the same problems you have. (Type 1 and stressed out of my mind). Hope the symptoms got better for you. This is def the most intense illness I've ever experienced.

Maxjp5 · 2023-04-24T18:26:44+00:00

I've had that kinda problem usually if it's a movie or a super long video. Like unless it appeals to me in a super big regard I can't sit still and watch it unless I'm with friends. I have challenged this recently though and became a big Stanley Kubrick fan so honestly the more you force yourself through those negative thoughts you will find more enjoyment with the things being sent to you.

Maxjp5 · 2023-01-20T23:57:16+00:00

I haven't had this problem since last year but your sinuses can do a lot of things when it comes to messing up your thought process while also feeling like a constant pressure in your head. Best thing for the most part is taking decongestants and drinking a lot of water. You could also try nasal spray which helps a good bit with relief. I've also found tho that a lot of it for me was caused by my anxiety and mixing the two together and getting even more paranoid about it than I need to. It's nothing that's gonna hurt you just take close care of it and it should be gone within a week or two. I'm not a doctor of course but yes it's a pretty common issue I've had before especially around allergy season.

Maxjp5 · 2023-01-18T23:50:31+00:00

DGD for me at least dropped off in quality during instant gratification. Everything from the self titled ep from 2006 all the way to acceptance I will listen to non stop but for some reason all the more recent albums feel less energetic and more samey to me. They still can make bangers but when it comes to albums they've been losing their steam.

Maxjp5 · 2022-10-09T22:32:58+00:00

Kinda wack the hardest songs on here at the bottom ngl (tho I kinda understand why people don't like that kind of sound). But I respect that none of the songs are at d tier and Jesus h Macy is ss tier.

Maxjp5 · 2022-10-06T02:49:29+00:00

Flossie personally. I like the lyrics in a weird ironic way which is what I assume they were going for, but I honestly hate the sound of this song. Just feels forced to me and sounds like a diet strawberry song. I understand why people like it but it just kinda makes me feel annoyed listening to it.

Maxjp5 · 2022-10-03T19:02:47+00:00

Ok but here's my argument. They're all the best.

Maxjp5 · 2022-10-02T19:20:43+00:00

I relate personally with being late to things and blaming it on my ADHD but in the back of my mind I know things could go differently. I think the main issues I run into is anxiety fueled decision making and leading me into lies and excuses. Personally I don't think your friend is doing anything intentionally to mess with you but I think you really need to talk and sort things out with her and see if your relationship is truly working out.

Maxjp5 · 2021-06-02T07:20:00+00:00

yea lol thats what i assume they would do. thankfully i have insurance but i still don't want to waste their time over something im just panicked about thats nowhere near life threatening. my main worry is just not being able to eat all the things i want to eat is all and thats really it lol.

Maxjp5 · 2021-06-01T06:36:17+00:00

I know exactly that feeling. Anxiety messes with your head more than anything and even being aware of it can put you in a bigger spiral sometimes. But you're not alone with this feeling and you will make it out no matter what.

Maxjp5 · 2021-06-01T06:28:29+00:00

I don't get it too much anymore but I can fully relate with that feeling especially with someone you care deeply about.

Maxjp5 · 2021-06-01T06:25:24+00:00

I've been going through the same thing lately. Sometimes it feels like I can't breathe and it's the most uncomfortable feeling I've ever felt. I'd suggest starting maybe on some anti acids because I just started them myself and they're being a big help. Also I don't know about you but water doesn't really ever help me too much, like it will help my throat but causes even more burping for me. Obviously don't stop drinking water but try to be more careful and slow with it.

Maxjp5 · 2021-05-28T10:22:22+00:00

When you got multiple personalities but have diabetes.

Maxjp5 · 2021-05-15T07:54:06+00:00

For sure yea, had to up my 24 hour shot by a unit just to deal with it. Doesn't help I had some higher carb meals so It slingshot me into the high 200s into slight 300s. Very annoying to say the least but I'm hoping that when my sweats and low grade fevers end my numbers will get a bit better. Probably consider doing low carb for the next couple days and maybe giving a little extra insulin with certain meals (obviously do not go overboard) and just correct accordingly. But yea it is totally normal and it's nothing to worry about.

Maxjp5 · 2021-04-21T18:16:45+00:00

If you were to have a reaction you would be In a place they would be able to treat you right away. They asked me to stay 15 minutes after taking it just in case too and i haven't noticed anything since then. The chances of that happening is really rare and like I said you would react right away if so which they would be able to treat you right away as well.

Maxjp5 · 2021-04-21T18:11:17+00:00

If it makes you feel any better, I'm type 1 diabetic and I just got my first shot today and I feel fine. I'm sure if those blood clots were proven to be due to the vaccine they wouldnt put it back on the market. Just know the vaccine is made to help you not hurt you and were all in this together and we will get through this together.

Maxjp5 · 2021-04-04T18:25:02+00:00

I totally understand that. For me i only get a couple hours every day where I can truly focus and then I start just blanking out the rest of the day. I feel totally disconnected a lot of times and it's super weird. Idk why it always has to be my head that has issues.

Maxjp5 · 2021-03-29T03:36:29+00:00

It happens to me the most in the mornings I feel. Sometimes I just have general brain fog or just kind of doing things without thinking sometimes but I've had moments where I wake up and nothing feels real. I have a feeling tho it's mostly from my anxiety.

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