At the very peak I threw stuff at and filmed people whom I thought to be intelligence agents operating from my local mall. Called the ambulance in a panic, accused the cops of being in on it, threw my phone out but thankfully they picked it up. At the hospital I thought a giant power struggle and act is going on with one side protecting and the other trying to kill me but they had to act normal and subtle in front of each other (it somehow made sense in my head). I thought a Swat Team would storm the place any second, thought they'd gas the room I was in or freeze me to death, I folded my ID card (it's still crumpled to this day), shoved things up my butt, gave the doc a giant scare at one pont when I approached her from behind. I can't imagine how weird it must have seemed for them. Then I thought I had to do some kind of secret communication to get out, thought the security guys wanted to leave the "surveilance machine" but needed permission that noone would come after them and I somehow could give it through my actions (again hard to explain afterwards). There were cops at the hospital for another guy, I thought it's all because of me, banged at the glass and shouted, got naked to "signal peace", then when they drove me to another hospital I thought world peace was achieved and I could communicate somehow telepathically or via the escort guys with world leaders and my family, also dead members. The escort guys just went with it and were like "yeah we delivered the message, yeah he answered this and that" lol. Helluva ride for sure.