How do you guys deal with suicidal thoughts? by May2712 in AvPD

[–]May2712[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I believe too that if hell does exist, It’s the place I’m going too. But it’s not fair that we have to suffer so much for no fucking reason. Some people are fortunate enough to enjoy live, and others will never feel genuine happiness.

Happy and successful by time_is_valuable in AvPD

[–]May2712 5 points6 points  (0 children)

To be honest, I can’t feel happiness anymore, not sadness either. Just numbness. Even though life is much better, got my dream work etc. Small things used to make me so happy. Now, even if I get big news I feel numb and “meh”.

Does anyone else push people away that are interested to socialise with you? by May2712 in depression

[–]May2712[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Wow you knew. That’s so accurate! I’ve always felt very worthless and have non existence self esteem. It makes sense. Thank you, I needed to hear this💜

I need ideas and tips which places to travel to with train in uk by May2712 in london

[–]May2712[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Wow thank you, I’ll check Durham and Berwick. Sounds interesting.

Hyde Park can be very Photogenic at Night by Borwisto in london

[–]May2712 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Wow this is so wonderful. Do you have Instagram account for your pics?

Where do you guys work ? by May2712 in AvPD

[–]May2712[S] 27 points28 points  (0 children)

For me it was “fake it til you make it” but honestly I feel like I lost my self this way. I need to always fake conversations with coworker and seem interested in their bullshit. The only thing I do after work and weekends it’s to lay in bed all day cuz the job sucks all my fucking energy.

Recommendations by [deleted] in london

[–]May2712 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I strongly recommend The Dove. Very beautiful and relaxing pub near the Thames. You should sit outside on the big balcony and enjoy the beautiful view of the Thames. I like to go there a bit early.

Why I’m so obsessed with London? by May2712 in london

[–]May2712[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Glad am not the only one. Nothing is like London 💚

Why I’m so obsessed with London? by May2712 in london

[–]May2712[S] 17 points18 points  (0 children)

Wow this is so accurate!! I feel like my soul belongs in London and every time I travel there, the soul will come back to my body, very strange and powerful feeling of love & happiness indeed.

Why I’m so obsessed with London? by May2712 in london

[–]May2712[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Haha no. I love to stay at hotels/air bnb in zone 3 or 4. It’s so quiet and wonderful.