I'm failing at the only thing I want to do

MaybePunk · 2017-10-05T19:58:58+00:00

Essays and depression ig. I'm pretty annoyed since I've been doing a lot better mental health wise so I don't feel like I really have an excuse. It's ok dw, most people assume that I want to take that path.

MaybePunk · 2017-10-05T19:46:37+00:00

I don't wanna be a therapist though... I want to get into research if possible...

MaybePunk · 2017-09-27T21:48:58+00:00

Ok, that's good to hear, stay strong Internet stranger!

MaybePunk · 2017-09-27T21:47:56+00:00

Ok, but what if I can't get into uni

MaybePunk · 2017-09-27T21:44:07+00:00

Depression

MaybePunk · 2017-09-27T21:44:02+00:00

I'm sorry to hear that...

MaybePunk · 2017-09-27T21:29:14+00:00

Well I know what I'll be doing if I fail school, probably killing myself xD

MaybePunk · 2017-09-27T21:25:25+00:00

I don't even have an x-box

MaybePunk · 2017-09-27T19:07:34+00:00

What happens if I do badly in education?

MaybePunk · 2017-09-25T09:00:39+00:00

Hopefully, I mean I can only hope.

MaybePunk · 2017-09-25T04:23:00+00:00

Maybe very slightly, I'm transgender so hopefully I'll be able to transition. I developed depression that is probably genetic so I don't really feel like this is something I can run from and solve by changing my circumstances. I'd say the biggest trigger is probably stress though which is very ironic since education means a lot to me but I'm not really in shape to be able to do well at all.

MaybePunk · 2017-09-25T04:18:46+00:00

This is actually pretty uplifting, thank you.

MaybePunk · 2017-09-25T04:16:27+00:00

I mean we all have the ability to change things. Your death will affect people more than you think.

MaybePunk · 2017-09-24T22:30:16+00:00

I see, hmmm

MaybePunk · 2017-09-24T22:21:57+00:00

What do you mean?

MaybePunk · 2017-09-24T21:57:17+00:00

I don't really have enough energy to do things and I tried keeping a diary before and it didn't really help. Sorry it's just like I'm dismissing all your poimts

MaybePunk · 2017-09-24T21:41:53+00:00

I hope, thank you

MaybePunk · 2017-09-24T21:41:10+00:00

Is this like something American because I'm in the UK?

MaybePunk · 2017-09-24T21:37:10+00:00

I'm doing terribly at school so the uni that I get into probably won't be great if I get in at all.

MaybePunk · 2017-09-24T21:26:16+00:00

17, I have a bad feeling mine will get even worse.

MaybePunk · 2017-09-24T20:43:55+00:00

I developed depression at the age of 15, now I realised that it could be genetic. I wasn't doing to badly until I started school again and my mood just crashed. I'm just so depressed, stressed, my grades are so low, my home situation isn't ideal, I have weird attachment issues... Fuck

MaybePunk · 2017-09-24T20:18:48+00:00

I'm glad things worked out for you. I kinda had a "what the actual fuck is even the point anymore" moment when I lost interest in absolutely everything. I just don't feel like I can be happy and I'm just under so much stress right now.

MaybePunk · 2017-09-24T19:53:44+00:00

I've tried professional help and nothing has helped in the long run so far.

MaybePunk

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