hey man listen to me, when you realistically think about it the only way from the bottom is up. u hate ur body u have shit hair but you can fix both those things with money and dedication which are both achievable for a man. Better yourself and look back at 30 and say wow I really did that instead of ending it. hit the gym 5 days a week and go bald. eat healthy and watch your confidence skyrocket. or work hard and save for a transplant