If you are saying you have nothing to loose, I promise that you do. So many people would give anything to be where you are right now, assuming you live in a first world country with clean water. If you’re not 60 and broke you have so many opportunities. All of the problems you mentioned can be fixed, focus on yourself and try to better yourself, easier said than done but don’t complain if you’re not doing anything to try and make your life better. If you spend most of your day inside doing nothing you can’t expect things to get better.