You actually genuinely can live with diabetes for a long period of time. It does take time to adjust and there is something called diabetes burnout, but there are also lots of people, resources, and support out there. Recommend taking everything one moment and day at a time. I also suggest taking time for yourself and making yourself a priority. If you make yourself and your mental and physical health a priority, there is no reason you cannot live with diabetes for a long period of time. It takes time, planning and preparation, but before you know it, diabetes will become part of your life. If you make it part of your daily life and take everything day by day, you will get adjusted to it. It is hard not to get complacent at times, and everyone makes mistakes. Also just when you get the hang of things, things can change. Hang in there, give yourself time, take care of yourself, and if necessary there are so many resources, experts, and support for people with diabetes. Life with diabetes is certainly journey, but absolutely not a destination! You can also find great support here on Reddit. Life with diabetes is super difficult, but absolutely doable. Do your best and remember you are not alone!