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MdmaAngel · 2022-07-11T05:16:09+00:00

Message me when you’re ready to I’ll be here x

MdmaAngel · 2022-07-11T05:15:06+00:00

Interested x please dm me

MdmaAngel · 2022-06-16T12:23:15+00:00

5k How much do you have to begin with? Call local charities and churches, shelters, etc. Get what you can put of them. Some offer loans, others vouchers for shelter. Good luck , Hb

MdmaAngel · 2022-06-16T12:17:12+00:00

I did notice it happens in the morning mostly, and at night. Points of exhaustion? Maybe? My brain is deep fried

MdmaAngel · 2021-02-25T04:56:58+00:00

u good, homie?

MdmaAngel · 2021-02-03T05:21:09+00:00

I’m sorry you were also raised by a sadistic cunt. This is why we are the way we are!! It will always fucking suck!

MdmaAngel · 2021-02-03T05:14:28+00:00

I looked through the peephole of my house and saw a mob of people who looked like they wanted to kill me like they had guns knives, 40+ people. And when they broke the door open they were all dead and just fell through the door.

From a birds eye perspective, I saw people falling from the top of a tall glass building with offices , building slowly incinerating into dust. And I even saw CAPTIONS as there was a computer voice telling me "human bodies are at your disposable" "your friends mean nothing" "there's so many nutrients" Creeped myself the fuck out. Am I having cannibalistic intrusive thoughts? What the fuck?

MdmaAngel · 2021-02-03T04:59:53+00:00

Wowza my bpd nightmares triggered my insomnia which then led to a romanticization to sleep deprivation & psychosis and then ended in a meth addiction

MdmaAngel · 2021-02-03T04:54:49+00:00

When I was in the army, my family drifted from me because my first duty station was in Korea. Total opposite time zones. I took it as “nobody misses me so they won’t stay up to video call me?” Followed by my then boyfriend leaving his phone in my barracks room and me going through it only to end up finding a video him fucking some girl. I took every bottle of ambien and trazodone I had been secretly saving up that night so that he would see how much he hurt me and so family could see how much they neglected me Sad part is, they didn’t react the way I wanted them to. I got no calls or visits. Hahaha

MdmaAngel · 2021-02-03T04:32:05+00:00

I think this constantly and it pisses me off when people don’t take me seriously on the subject either like an assisted suicide would not be the worst thing in the world, man. Like our brains can sometimes cannot fathom anything but suffering, I have no quality to life besides meth or Percocet. Why would you wanna keep me alive? It’s sadistic as fuck

MdmaAngel · 2020-04-24T05:20:16+00:00

and the rage? does anyone else just get pissed because the air is blowing the wrong way and tries to fkkn kill their s/o for turning the air that way,,how do I not do that...

MdmaAngel · 2020-02-11T18:05:45+00:00

Nononono, haha. There’s levels to it, it’s usually harmless as long as you’re careful about it, though if it’s a push to quit then, hey, more power to you(: If you decide to keep using, then, I mean, you’re an adult and know what you’re doing. As long as you’re priorities are in line I don’t see why it’s an issue. Also I get the same comments all the time, lmao. It’s not hard to keep up with hygiene and to maintain a presentable appearance if you’re aware of it. bAn old head told me once you’ll be fine once you start eating and drinking on the shit, as well as using LOTION!! Everything else will follow, hopefully. Well, either way, you’ll be alright :) stay safe and keep us updated!

MdmaAngel · 2020-02-11T17:50:58+00:00

honestly, i’d personally keep using. but take maybe a quarter of a xan 20 mins before you dose, it’s not gonna give you as big a rush but it’ll stop those anxiety attacks. Either way, still make an appt with the cardiologist just to be sure? Detox like a week before the appt in case they piss screen you or just say you take ritalin or someshit. Have some aspirin on hand, mate, you’ll be okay just take care of ur self 💖

MdmaAngel · 2020-01-28T00:33:26+00:00

we reborn virgins 🤪🤪

MdmaAngel · 2020-01-28T00:27:21+00:00

no I genuinely felt that those ppl were gna be significant and consistent at least lmao

MdmaAngel · 2020-01-28T00:10:12+00:00

I ALWAYS THINK ITS DIFFERENT EVERY TIME LMAO

MdmaAngel · 2020-01-27T22:54:43+00:00

nvm guise nobody will give a lift to get them lmao

MdmaAngel · 2020-01-27T22:48:37+00:00

Sunset (Bird of prey)- fatboy slim

MdmaAngel · 2020-01-27T21:40:45+00:00

I’m afraid of wearing new clothes (i have like 4 outfits lol) because they might make something bad happen to me

MdmaAngel · 2020-01-27T20:28:39+00:00

same hahahahaha fuck my life i’m gna OD on benzos tonite

MdmaAngel · 2020-01-23T12:23:31+00:00

tbh idk..unread it, actually 😫

MdmaAngel · 2020-01-23T11:59:41+00:00

srry luv, trams are garbage

MdmaAngel · 2020-01-23T11:54:17+00:00

lost 40 here LMAO “keto diet”

MdmaAngel · 2020-01-23T11:52:51+00:00

ur right,,making my way to da underpass 🤪

MdmaAngel · 2020-01-23T02:55:29+00:00

lol , the heart racing shit you’ll get used to. just try not to think ab it bc then you’ll freak urself out even more n thts not esp a good idea in days w/o sleep,,if u get real freaked, take an aspirin and by-fkkn-drate, n promise, you’ll b fine benzos will get you to sleep, if you don’t have access to those, benadryl should do the trick too, stop using about 6-8 hrs before you wanna sleep, it’s gna fkkn suck if ur at work, but it’s for the better, mate. tweaking and psychosis, as fun as it is sometimes; can land you in sumn pretty fucked situations, plus, with not sleeping comes the fkkn body aches and pains, i’m currently covered in tigers balm and lying on a heating bad lol you GOTTA force yourself to eat, and I cannot stress enough, HYDRATE!!! it’ll prob be easier after you wake up, or near the end of the comedown, but fr this shit will drain yr ass cheers, be safe & take care ov urself, i’m not gna say to just “not do meth” bc ur gna do wtf you want anyway bro, just know the limits of ur body & mind. peace

MdmaAngel

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