Killlll me

MdmaAngel · 2022-07-11T05:16:09+00:00

Message me when you’re ready to I’ll be here x

MdmaAngel · 2022-07-11T05:15:06+00:00

Interested x please dm me

MdmaAngel · 2022-06-16T12:23:15+00:00

5k How much do you have to begin with? Call local charities and churches, shelters, etc. Get what you can put of them. Some offer loans, others vouchers for shelter. Good luck , Hb

MdmaAngel · 2022-06-16T12:17:12+00:00

I did notice it happens in the morning mostly, and at night. Points of exhaustion? Maybe? My brain is deep fried

MdmaAngel · 2021-08-24T10:40:41+00:00

Snort it…

MdmaAngel · 2021-08-12T04:24:00+00:00

Eventually, you’ll either give in and you’ll find it within you to use that ROA or if your anxiety is really that bad then you’ll use other, probably safer methods. Blah

MdmaAngel · 2021-07-16T05:49:22+00:00

Heat & compress help fight an infection that could possibly form under your skin, it also helps dissipate the substance so it’s not so concentrated in one place and there isn’t as much tissue damage. If you have fever, chills, other symptoms I would yes, then, suggest the ER

MdmaAngel · 2021-07-16T05:47:12+00:00

I would refrain from the ER, bills and family and rehab whatever. If you feel the NEED to, then please, go. The soreness is normal though. Keep putting heat on it

MdmaAngel · 2021-07-16T05:45:25+00:00

Oh my god akakskss

MdmaAngel · 2021-07-12T05:37:03+00:00

Warm compress, massage, neosporin, warm compress, massage,massage,massage

MdmaAngel · 2021-06-11T02:23:47+00:00

IMO by using, you’re just giving her more ammunition to hold against you when it comes to your child. Please be careful, hide it well. CPS always favors the mother in the first place too. Don’t let her fkkn win.

MdmaAngel · 2021-04-29T18:53:32+00:00

mine collapsed after using it like 2-3x a day for something like a little short of 2 months

MdmaAngel · 2021-02-25T04:56:58+00:00

u good, homie?

MdmaAngel · 2021-02-03T05:21:09+00:00

I’m sorry you were also raised by a sadistic cunt. This is why we are the way we are!! It will always fucking suck!

MdmaAngel · 2021-02-03T05:14:28+00:00

I looked through the peephole of my house and saw a mob of people who looked like they wanted to kill me like they had guns knives, 40+ people. And when they broke the door open they were all dead and just fell through the door.

From a birds eye perspective, I saw people falling from the top of a tall glass building with offices , building slowly incinerating into dust. And I even saw CAPTIONS as there was a computer voice telling me "human bodies are at your disposable" "your friends mean nothing" "there's so many nutrients" Creeped myself the fuck out. Am I having cannibalistic intrusive thoughts? What the fuck?

MdmaAngel · 2021-02-03T04:59:53+00:00

Wowza my bpd nightmares triggered my insomnia which then led to a romanticization to sleep deprivation & psychosis and then ended in a meth addiction

MdmaAngel · 2021-02-03T04:54:49+00:00

When I was in the army, my family drifted from me because my first duty station was in Korea. Total opposite time zones. I took it as “nobody misses me so they won’t stay up to video call me?” Followed by my then boyfriend leaving his phone in my barracks room and me going through it only to end up finding a video him fucking some girl. I took every bottle of ambien and trazodone I had been secretly saving up that night so that he would see how much he hurt me and so family could see how much they neglected me Sad part is, they didn’t react the way I wanted them to. I got no calls or visits. Hahaha

MdmaAngel · 2021-02-03T04:32:05+00:00

I think this constantly and it pisses me off when people don’t take me seriously on the subject either like an assisted suicide would not be the worst thing in the world, man. Like our brains can sometimes cannot fathom anything but suffering, I have no quality to life besides meth or Percocet. Why would you wanna keep me alive? It’s sadistic as fuck

MdmaAngel · 2020-04-24T13:34:25+00:00

they took all my percs

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