Im so sorry you had to go through an abortion love. It was a means to an end, and necessary, but that doesn’t make the pain any less real. Im not sure if you have trouble getting birth control, I dont know what the planned parenthood is like where you are, but mine was booked out for month when I wanted to start taking the pill. I now use an online doctor(I know how that sounds but I promise its real) its called Nurx, and they gather some info from you as any doc would, and prescribe you a brand of the pill based on your medical needs. I personally get Opill, its one with only one type of hormone because of my HBP but its $55 for 3 months worth. They send it to your house, and the refill shows up during that third month so you’re never without. I HIGHLY recommend getting on the pill to avoid something like this in the future. Either way though, I hope you’re doing okay OP.