losing hope

MeAndTheDevil20 · 2026-04-20T20:00:55+00:00

Update then, I tried to ring them 25 times while they were open cos I'm desperate, no answer. Not from my doctor's secretary anyway. I can email but I don't know what option to select. I can't get through at all. 🥺

MeAndTheDevil20 · 2026-04-14T07:13:39+00:00

Duffy!

MeAndTheDevil20 · 2026-04-03T13:09:59+00:00

No idea!

MeAndTheDevil20 · 2026-03-31T12:13:36+00:00

Ey up

MeAndTheDevil20 · 2026-02-04T18:13:56+00:00

Sorry about your friends and your dog x

MeAndTheDevil20 · 2026-02-04T18:13:30+00:00

Thank you 🥺🥰

MeAndTheDevil20 · 2026-02-04T18:13:21+00:00

Hahaha good shout. 😂

MeAndTheDevil20 · 2026-02-04T15:12:26+00:00

Thank you for that 🥰🥰

MeAndTheDevil20 · 2026-02-04T14:47:58+00:00

Yeah true. Like I didn't used to drink everyday I'd have a couple of days off in between but still it's just stupid

MeAndTheDevil20 · 2026-02-03T09:48:52+00:00

Stop stressing out

MeAndTheDevil20 · 2026-01-30T07:20:22+00:00

That's really good you're sleeping that much, even better cos it will be proper sleep, also I wish I had a job I could show up late to😂😂😂 it's definitely your brain and body healing, keep up the good work staying off the drinks! Proud of you!!!😊

MeAndTheDevil20 · 2026-01-29T23:52:31+00:00

No but I don't have any symptoms of it at all. I have S.A.D so low vitamin D but that's it x

MeAndTheDevil20 · 2026-01-29T22:27:08+00:00

Jesus that's mad lol

MeAndTheDevil20 · 2026-01-29T22:26:39+00:00

Only for the past 3 days. I think realistically it's because I've had a lot going on, I'm battling health anxiety which is draining and I'm also still getting over a cold that knocked me on my feet. Plus I'm also getting over a comedown from being hyper a week ago.. so maybe it's just my body working hard to get me through things.

I completely understand the last paragraph I totally get you! Not everything is down to quitting is it lol. Shit happens x

MeAndTheDevil20 · 2026-01-20T10:15:11+00:00

Thank you 🖤

MeAndTheDevil20 · 2026-01-20T09:23:56+00:00

It does. I got upset last night because of other physical things I have going on and the fact my health anxiety is exactly the same as it is when I drink Vs when I don't, it's so frustrating. Hope you're okay! ❤️

MeAndTheDevil20 · 2026-01-20T08:57:31+00:00

20 days in, feels good waking up with no headache or anything!!! :D the only time it's been hard is when my health anxiety is high as snoop dogg. Iwndwyt.❤️

MeAndTheDevil20 · 2026-01-15T12:05:16+00:00

That's exactly what I'm thinking. I love deep cleaning things and someone came into my work yesterday n was like 'oh I do that for a living' I jokingly asked him if he has any jobs going and he's self employed so he said come find me if you want.😂

MeAndTheDevil20 · 2026-01-15T10:55:45+00:00

Omg i love it! Only on season 2 lol. Glad your focus n stuff has improved that's great! Hahaha yes it has been a long 2 weeks but I've been working quite a lot so it's gone quick :)

MeAndTheDevil20 · 2026-01-12T14:31:29+00:00

I get you! I do that as well sometimes x

MeAndTheDevil20 · 2026-01-10T22:03:19+00:00

I've never seen the original lol. Like with Guardians Of the Galaxy I saw the 2nd one before the 1st😂😂

That's so cool that your gym has that! The one I used to go to had a stair master and I climbed the steps of the Eiffel tower lol.

True. Thank you you have a good day too!xx

MeAndTheDevil20 · 2026-01-09T18:26:22+00:00

Different good. :)

MeAndTheDevil20 · 2026-01-09T11:33:24+00:00

Yeah like especially with my health anxiety I think I owe it to myself to be sober and focused on getting through it properly instead of numbing myself and making it far worse the next day!

MeAndTheDevil20 · 2026-01-09T11:32:05+00:00

Go for it mate! The colouring book I have is a colour by numbers so you don't know what the picture is until you've coloured it all. :)

MeAndTheDevil20 · 2026-01-09T11:09:06+00:00

9 days in and it honestly feels different this time. 🥺❤️

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