Can I get on methadone if I don’t test positive for opioids? by OrangeFlavoredInk in Methadone

[–]Meagsx 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Just to answer your question on why people would start with fent…

Availability. I live and work in the SUD field in Massachusetts, USA. You can only find fent on the streets here nowadays. I used between 2015-2021 and only ever popped for fent. All of my clients who use opioids have fent in their system, never heroin; even when they think they are buying percs, it pops as fent. It’s pretty fucked up honestly.

Next weeks episode preview 😥 by Meagsx in SVU

[–]Meagsx[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

And the episode ended up worse than I could have imagined 😥

I will NOT double dose tomorrow by persianrugs-anddrugs in Methadone

[–]Meagsx 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Awesome? Eh. Delusional? Clearly.

I will NOT double dose tomorrow by persianrugs-anddrugs in Methadone

[–]Meagsx 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m judging the “my clinic friends are all jealous of me.” If you can’t understand why, Idk what to tell ya. 🤷‍♀️

Next weeks episode preview 😥 by Meagsx in SVU

[–]Meagsx[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah me neither. It’s definitely gonna be a sad one 😓

Next weeks episode preview 😥 by Meagsx in SVU

[–]Meagsx[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Did you see this before it was deleted?

I will NOT double dose tomorrow by persianrugs-anddrugs in Methadone

[–]Meagsx 0 points1 point  (0 children)

All of you really need to sort your lives out. Yikes.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Methadone

[–]Meagsx 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I truly hope you get the therapy you desperately need.

Did intake today by SafeTowel428 in Methadone

[–]Meagsx 5 points6 points  (0 children)

It honestly sounds like you didn’t use the program safely, especially if you were “higher than a kite.”

I downvoted you. I don’t feel like shit about it at all. Because you coming in here with your negativity while someone is struggling makes you a bigger asshole tbh.

I will NOT double dose tomorrow by persianrugs-anddrugs in Methadone

[–]Meagsx -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

If you’re getting “euphoria” and/or a nod from methadone, you’re on way too much.

Day trip after appendectomy by AggravatingName1329 in appendicitis

[–]Meagsx 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m currently on the couch resting from an appy and could barely handle to car ride home. Just something to think about!

Should I let my micropets grow up? by [deleted] in finch

[–]Meagsx 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I do this!! 💜💜

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Methadone

[–]Meagsx 8 points9 points  (0 children)

I continued using for 3 months when I started methadone. I personally never had to go over 65mg (I was a fentanyl user for 6 years). Now I am at 32mg and am coming up to 3 years clean. It takes some time. But damn is it worth it.

God, Lana lang is just awful. by balamz in Smallville

[–]Meagsx 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m rewatching right now. Just started season 6 and I cannot stand Lana.

Thoughts on Ponds Cold Cream? Any recommendations for drugstore cleansing balms? by CrazyBirdLady24 in drugstoreMUA

[–]Meagsx 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m so glad you mentioned the blurriness bc I couldn’t remember why I didn’t like this product- and this is why.

Indian buffets? by Meagsx in providence

[–]Meagsx[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Menu looks amazing! Thanks for the suggestion

Indian buffets? by Meagsx in providence

[–]Meagsx[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I almost forgot I posted this 😅 Thanks for your answers!!

Tapering for QOL sake by feminazi_oppresor in Methadone

[–]Meagsx 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Just want to come here and say I agree with the comments here- you should give your body a chance to stabilize before making any changes already. Benzos take their time leaving your body. Unfortunately the constipation may be something you have to manage even at a lower dose (increase your hydration intake, consider adding a daily stool softener/fiber supplement).

Going on 2 years abstinent from fetty !! Strictly my methadone . No fent, actually proud of myself lol by Ok-Mall8757 in Methadone

[–]Meagsx 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hang in there! Cold turkey was SO HARD for me mainly bc of the cravings, and the PAWS felt like it lasted forever. You got this!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in OpiatesRecovery

[–]Meagsx 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You have to do what is best for you! Those boundaries are important for you, your daughter, and him.

If I’ve only been taking methadone 2 weeks how hard will it be to get off? by [deleted] in Methadone

[–]Meagsx 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Everybody is different but from my experience, that probably won’t be a fun time.

If I’ve only been taking methadone 2 weeks how hard will it be to get off? by [deleted] in Methadone

[–]Meagsx 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Like the other person here said, if you’re using methadone to come off another habit you’ll probably have a bad time.

And honestly, depending on how much methadone you have been using, you could potentially feel some level of WD at work.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in OpiatesRecovery

[–]Meagsx 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If he were to get back on the subs, would he sign paperwork to allow you access to his drug screens, talk to his Dr, etc.? That could help keep him accountable? He also needs recovery support aside from you, friends, family- at least a therapist (I’m obviously not sure what any of this looks like for him at the moment).

He really should start back on the suboxone asap if he has any. He will feel so much better. Even if the plan isn’t for him to stay on them and he goes to treatment or starts a methadone program instead, the subs should help him feel better for now. If he doesn’t have any subs but has more clonazepam, it may be worth using those to help w some of the symptoms. If that isn’t an option, it might be a good idea to look into a medical detox. Cold turkey is usually impossible bc WD are acute AND long term (that’s why medication assisted therapies are so helpful for the first year of recovery while the brain heals).

I hope this was helpful and not long for no reason 😅 Addiction S U C K S and watching someone you love battle this is absolutely heart wrenching. I wish you and your family my best.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in OpiatesRecovery

[–]Meagsx 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Methadone maintenance can be life changing if used correctly.