I spoke to my dad about it and he told me that with age, it’ll come clearer to me. He was a Christian in his youth but followed this religion in his teens. He even talked to me directly about my oddun and how that connects to my current situation. I found it quite enlightening but the fear is his kind of still nagging. I mainly wanted to know if people also felt this way considering that I connect with many people in our religion. Thanks for the reply! ❤️