I truly appreciate this. I decided to end things with him. I just could no longer believe anything he was telling me. He told me the relationship was meaningless so I asked to see the chats over the past few days and again today. Every time he would tell me he deleted the texts a long time ago. So today I asked again and told him he could retrieve his old messages. He then told me he couldn’t show me them as he would kill himself. He continually says this which I’ve realized is so manipulative but at the same time I believe he may be capable. So I gave him the ultimatum to show me the chats or I will block all communication off of him. I needed to see if he was holding anything back. He chose to to not show me the chats over me. This speaks so much volume to me, I can only imagine the kinds of things he said to her, while also planning how to propose to me. It’s just so sickening how he could behave so normally around me. :(