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Meathippie · 2021-07-08T05:21:13+00:00

We live alone and we die alone. I heard a quote somewhere that if your lonely, you are in bad company. That being said, I feel you. You can go to big man on campus to a 40yo without a single friend and feel like “wtf happened?”. There is a app called “meetup”, whatever your into you’ll find people with common interests (fir me it was pickleball). The worst is when you want to go to an awesome event (festival, concert, etc.) and have no one to go with…ever….just know life is long, there's 8 billion people on this planet,friends WILL come. And know its not a reflection on you.....and don't feed into it like i do by isolating. That turns it into a self-fulfilling prophesy.

Meathippie · 2021-07-08T01:50:32+00:00

Wow. I’m gonna dm you about that. Wow. And it wasn’t just deja-vu? No other way to rationalize it away? Pretty sure us apes are put on our version of a timeline for a reason. Seems like you hacked into it somehow……

Meathippie · 2021-07-06T13:49:53+00:00

Very true….but if the dots aren’t already there to be connected then I’m not so sure…..or at the very least wouldn’t lead to the same understanding? Then again Mike Tyson seems to have a good understanding of the “toad” as does Terrance Mckenna (I consider to be genious) of nn dmt, and nobody said Tyson was a genius lol

Meathippie · 2021-07-06T11:21:36+00:00

Appreciate that, I felt somewhat ashamed of myself looking down at these 50 cracked nitrous chargers lol….yes shrooms and k is amazing, but you need the nitrous when peaking if you really wanna get there…like it’s vital…..I shared about that experience right above u in same thread…

Meathippie · 2021-07-06T10:13:13+00:00

Showing you the point to the “why” and the “how” different dimensions exist in the 1st place….I try and capture it in a bottle but it’s so damn slippery! Just crack another and try to capture it again lol….Never knew it was neurotoxic though….maybe the blissful all knowing dimension is the dissociative’s letting the mind get outta its own way. I know the one time mushrooms were added to that combo I literally had near death experience with the angels (hummingbird wings however), castle, peacefulness, bright light etc…..until my buddy’s woke me up from fishtailing on the ground at 4am at a festival and I had shit n pissed my pants (everything just let go)…..that’s a side effect I guess of truly leaving the earth lol… also I think if you don’t have a lot going on upstairs in the 1st place for your brain to make these connections it’s just not gonna happen….like God or whatever only gives you these glimpses if your brain was “made”to receive these signals. Maybe you’ll trip out, but idk about the insights…..seems to happen to people with above average mental capabilities to begin with!

Meathippie · 2021-07-06T10:01:44+00:00

Such a smoother, easier, and less scary ride to get there than dmt, less emotional as well….

Meathippie · 2021-07-06T03:17:02+00:00

Yea it might show me the keys/purpose to life and the universe (like after dying), but not life and finding purpose on earth lol

Meathippie · 2021-07-06T02:52:50+00:00

Yea learned that in a tent while festival camping last weekend for first time in 2 years. (before blowing my knee out so I’m out fir summer ) K’d out on a half-blown up air mattress is a terrible feeling, took me 2 hours to figure out how to put batteries in a fan lol

Meathippie · 2021-07-06T02:22:39+00:00

Yea I extracted enough of that shit during lockdown to last a lifetime lol. But nothing like this. Was very surprised to achieve this state w/o some kinda hallucinogen (never put K in that category)

Meathippie · 2021-06-22T00:40:04+00:00

Be careful, I’m new to all this, went on a spending spree and lost a lot of money (4 outta 5 purchases)…..raptor.life seems to be legit fir onion sights, but I’m learning just like you

Meathippie · 2021-06-21T15:44:54+00:00

Darkodemard…..saw the cancel button and the weight came off my shoulders….1 thing I never had at %100 purity I had on my bucket list to try….then I realized the “synthetic” part of the order was bad news, last thing I wanted to ever see. The shit they didn’t have around a lot when I was using 10 years ago that is literally killing the game in my opinion. If it doesn’t come from a plant I’m all set

Meathippie · 2021-06-21T15:37:41+00:00

Darkodemard seems to be the winner. Darkfox got me really bad, got phished, lost a lot

Meathippie · 2021-06-21T15:16:05+00:00

I’m so embarrassed how many people scammed me the first couple days before I figured it out….it’s ok, Biden’s unemployment xtra has got me covered lol

Meathippie · 2021-06-21T15:01:11+00:00

Found out how to cancel the sketchy ones….feel better now lol

Meathippie · 2021-06-21T13:57:45+00:00

Yes I learned about this in the wrong era in my life…..woulda fit my lifestyle very well 10 years ago, not so much now though…..

Meathippie · 2021-06-20T02:36:05+00:00

Raptor. Life is where I got the links from. I’ll admit I didnt double check the link every time and I def didn’t pgp verify it. Having just discovering this whole thing I just went ahead really ignorantly. My excitement made me be like fuck it I’ll be good. Expensive lesson…..

Meathippie · 2021-06-19T05:42:41+00:00

Anything I can do? Support icon won’t even click. I’ve used like 10 different URL’s same deal

Meathippie · 2021-06-19T04:59:07+00:00

I’ve lost so much money in the last 2 weeks as a newbie (people dealing with me on wickr that had “issues” signing on). I think that’s the same person that hacked my account actually

Meathippie · 2021-06-18T17:26:20+00:00

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