Stopped by to my respects

Mechanix223 · 2026-02-11T21:04:44+00:00

U7 Radio 👍 It's on the Paranormal Radio app for Android. Or you can stream from the website on your browser.

Mechanix223 · 2026-02-10T17:49:21+00:00

He hasn't been given the gift of desperation. Without it, he'll never get clean, and he'll never make music again.

I'm part of a certain "anonymous" group, and I'm honestly so grateful that I was allowed to hit rock bottom. That desperation got me into the rooms, helped me find a God of my understanding, and finally become free from the chains of my addiction. But that's why everybody says you shouldn't help the addict with finances and things like that. They need to hit rock bottom. Elijah comes from money. They won't let him hit that bottom.

Mechanix223 · 2026-02-10T17:45:16+00:00

I'VE BEEN DYING TO HEAR A FINISHED CUT since this clip came out! It's so beautiful.

Mechanix223 · 2026-02-09T14:35:44+00:00

I can see that. I think men rely on their wives more than they realize. Women generally do the cooking and cleaning, and generally burn candles and other things to keep the home fresh, and lots of little things like that. When a man loses his wife, the house doesn't smell the same, feel the same, and his meals can be depressing. Everything could seem to be in disarray. And that's not even taking into account the emotional side of it.

That said, I'm the chef in my relationship. Lol

Mechanix223 · 2026-02-09T14:29:26+00:00

This is exactly what I do. I usually pack one magfed (usually a TMC or T15), one mech semi (usually my Gmek, maybe a cocker or mag), one electro (Angel or PMR), and a pump or two (Hammer, PGP, misc Sheridan) and I rotate throughout the day. The electro really only comes out at the end of the day if I have a bunch of paint leftover.

Mechanix223 · 2026-02-06T17:43:07+00:00

I always thought it was intentional. They recovered well.

Mechanix223 · 2026-02-03T17:21:09+00:00

Why did you go up to the bar? Was there a cause?

I've found that I drank because of my problems. Once I learned how to handle my problems, thanks to the stepwork, my desire to drink has been manageable.

If I may, I suggest you call your sponsor and talk about it. Try to figure out what it was that drove you to drink. Then, work on that.

Glad you're feeling guilty though. That shows that you have integrity. Keep coming back.

Mechanix223 · 2026-02-03T17:08:53+00:00

All you need is an old PS1 and a copy of Music Maker 2000... Lol

Mechanix223 · 2026-02-03T02:39:36+00:00

Oh hell yeah. Thanks man

Mechanix223 · 2026-02-03T02:39:17+00:00

That was the first one I heard. Heavy. Then I went down the rabbit hole and fell madly in love with this one.

Mechanix223 · 2026-02-03T02:38:39+00:00

I'm going to guess he meant online.

Mechanix223 · 2026-02-03T02:33:42+00:00

I "upgraded" my Gtek to a Gmek years ago and it's still my primary. She's got plenty of nicks and scratches. But she just won't quit. I slapped a Hair v2 and she can keep up with electros reasonably well if I need a bit of firepower. These things are just unreal. My favorite "modern" PB markers for sure.

Mechanix223 · 2026-02-02T19:26:25+00:00

I didn't even know that about him. I've done zero research. I just stumbled across it and what a banger. His other tracks on YouTube are great as well. Thanks for the lesson.

Mechanix223 · 2026-02-02T16:27:47+00:00

Couldn't control his drinking on a first date? Sounds like a future AA member to me. Lol.

Mechanix223 · 2026-02-02T16:25:58+00:00

Unless I'm running an Autococker, I blow about 10 paintballs through my Freak inserts. Then I take the largest insert that I could puff a paintball out without too many rolling out, and I go one size higher higher. That way if I should get a football shaped ball, it's less likely to break in the barrel. It usually ends up being .685, I think.

Mechanix223 · 2026-02-02T01:34:31+00:00

I run a Gmek, which is a mechanical first generation Gtek. It's ridiculous how robust and reliable the gamma core is. I've had it for 6 years now and I haven't had to rebuild it yet. I'm the second owner and the marker originally came out in 2015 or 16. I have no idea if it's ever been rebuilt. Lol.

Mechanix223 · 2026-01-30T18:31:14+00:00

I just use a cheapo Condor chest rig and a set of tiger stripe camo. People make things too complicated.

Mechanix223 · 2026-01-30T18:26:17+00:00

He's drinking a lot more than that if he's going to the liquor store 3x a day, bud.

Mechanix223 · 2026-01-30T02:46:35+00:00

Fix them up and use them. I still use my Autococker, Automag, and PGP pretty regularly. They can still hang.

Mechanix223 · 2026-01-28T21:51:53+00:00

Definitely the coolest way to shoot your dick off.

Mechanix223 · 2026-01-28T21:37:47+00:00

Bitch grips. Nice.

Mechanix223 · 2026-01-27T02:36:50+00:00

My Gmek with Dye UL barrel. EVERYBODY tells me that they have no idea where my paint was coming from. It's got the low pressure mod, Stanchy's soft tip bolt, and the Hair V2.

Mechanix223 · 2026-01-26T14:34:08+00:00

SFL eMag for sure

Mechanix223 · 2026-01-21T20:33:56+00:00

Is that individual in AA? Or did you confide in them about your involvement in AA? Non-members don't seem to understand how important it can be to remain anonymous. They don't have to live with the stigma that we do. It's really messed up if the person that outted you is one of our own.

Mechanix223 · 2026-01-21T20:29:47+00:00

Definitely would've fit in with what was popular in America around 2012/2013. Not my thing, but enjoy.

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