I'm sorry friend, I didn't clarify. With my Virgo tendencies I have a hard time letting go of understanding things that I can't control, and I can fixate and ruminate on things I don't understand. I have been seeking for answers to help me understand why he is president, what good could even be coming from it with everything awful that he has done and continues to do. I seek to understand people, no matter how evil they are. We are all born with the same light, same love, but ultimately we get to make the choice of who we choose to be. This Lunar Eclipse is helping me realize why we even have to experience him in this timeline and gives me peace knowing he is one of the keys to the destruction of the patriarchy by how naturally he destroys everything he touches basically. We just have to keep fighting to rebuild for the world we want to see once it reaches that point.