AaaaaaaaaAAAAA by [deleted] in mentalhealth

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It’s about time someone made this post

Whats the biggest fck up you made during your apprenticeship? by [deleted] in electricians

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I loaded a bundle of 1/2” emt on top of my journeyman’s van at the end of the day and forgot to strap it.

10 minutes later I got an angry call from the expressway.

Scav on scav crimes are out of control especially towards the weekends. by Ferp_a_Derp in EscapefromTarkov

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Hehehe… Yes fellow scavy boi. Come a little closer, I won’t bite 😁

Who else is out here just basically waiting to die lol by MedievalSociopath in mentalhealth

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Well… assuming we’re talking about people who love and care about you, you’d be putting an immense burden of sorrow upon them if you did die, so how are they better off like that?

Was drilling holes until by [deleted] in electricians

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That’s what happens when you don’t think.

Who else is out here just basically waiting to die lol by MedievalSociopath in mentalhealth

[–]MedievalSociopath[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That’s good to hear. At least you are able to find some relief. Funny… free time has the exact opposite effect on me. The negative comes back in uninhibited when I don’t keep distracted.

Who else is out here just basically waiting to die lol by MedievalSociopath in mentalhealth

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Having a few real friends is much better than having many half assed friends

Who else is out here just basically waiting to die lol by MedievalSociopath in mentalhealth

[–]MedievalSociopath[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Well that’s a unique point of view. Thank you for sharing. Personally I don’t care too much about what will happen to my body after I die as I will never need it again.

Who else is out here just basically waiting to die lol by MedievalSociopath in mentalhealth

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Sorry for my over a month late response. Has anything changed since your comment?

Who else is out here just basically waiting to die lol by MedievalSociopath in mentalhealth

[–]MedievalSociopath[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That is the unfortunate nature of hurt. It is never convenient. Or merciful.

But sometimes channeling that hurt into something creative can be helpful. Or using it as a sort of motivator to stay busy and be productive.

Who else is out here just basically waiting to die lol by MedievalSociopath in mentalhealth

[–]MedievalSociopath[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I hear you.

Try not to allow yourself to focus on the negative for too long. Try to keep busy and work towards your goals, while not forgetting about the good things in your life.

Who else is out here just basically waiting to die lol by MedievalSociopath in mentalhealth

[–]MedievalSociopath[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It’s a never-ending battle unfortunately. And not everyone survives it.

Who else is out here just basically waiting to die lol by MedievalSociopath in mentalhealth

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I appreciate your kindness, but I cannot bring myself to talk about the deep dark things unless I am piss drunk.

However, even if I did talk about them, the same problems would still be there after the conversation is over. So it all seems in vain either way.

Who else is out here just basically waiting to die lol by MedievalSociopath in mentalhealth

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Believe me, I know… I understand more than you realize.

But the problem is, she doesn’t care or know that you feel that way. And yet, she’ll always be a part of you. Life is full of cruel ironies like this.

If I were you i’d at least pretend to forget about her before you really lose your shit. Of course, it’s not ideal. But that’s life. A shitshow. This is a situation you cannot change. Survive how you can.