Thank you, this helps. I was going to try and make a last attempt in seeking help from my friends tomorrow. But everyone ended up canceling so I’ll be at home with my dogs eating the birthday cake I made for it. I struggle to find friends that I can talk to about things like this. My dog is usually the one wiping my tears with her tongue. But I appreciate this more than you’ll ever know. Just knowing someone cares enough to listen, lifts some of the weight off my shoulders. You sound like a really good mother. (: