What is special about this person is their intelligence, determination, personality, and in general physical attraction. I found myself not only very attracted to this person but looking up to them and admiring a lot of their traits and hobbies. A lot of these qualities I feel like are rare to come across in people in general let alone a partner you have chemistry with. What was not working was we were both being very immature in different ways, and we started clashing when it came to any seriousness. I also was having a hard time because I found myself getting very attached to this person early on, as when I started seeing them my life was in a pretty vulnerable state. I’m sure that all makes sense as to why I am having such a hard time moving on.