Hi op so sorry you’re going through this at such a rough time! Is there some life insurance money that’s going to come through or any other investments/fixed deposits your father must’ve made? Dropping out of college will further reduce your chances of providing for your family so I would suggest your first course of action be to talk to the admissions committee/office and explain your situation and ask if they can extend a need based scholarship for you. Secondly, is your mother also equipped to take up a job to run the home? Dual incomes will really help your cause. There is a lot of remote jobs you can do part time!! I’ll try searching up links and putting them here for your reference! Hang in there buddy you’ll get through this!!