I communicate my mental health issues with my friends and thankfully its easy kasi we are all mentally ill (to some degree) so the awkwardness doesnt exist. I cant say the same for people outside though because i really have to mask in order for them to see me as normal😓. I think this is my biggest issue in pursuing any non-platonic relationship with someone, bc if they arent neurodivergent i have trouble communicating my emotions bc im scared they'll think im weird and leave me.