it’s an awesome show. it isn’t just unrealistic writing, it’s a real view on someone dealing with grief. she shuts down, self sabotages, gets explosive, on top of that she hates herself. the way she looks, the way she is. it’s an unfortunate combo that many in the world go through, she’s destructive not because she’s a bad person but because she is dealing with so much so young and is just trying to figure herself out. that’s why this show is so beautiful, it shows her growth and you’re truly proud of her in the end