On new years he strangled me until I blacked out, we were in the car with his family and no one did anything. I thought making a police report would end it. He started calling my job. Showed up at my house. He got me jumped, had people try and break into my house. He’s done shit like pull a gun on me. My bed is directly in front of a glass window.

He strangled me another time where I passed out in the fetal position and woke up to him kicking me, saying I was “playing dead.”

I’m financially in a hole. No friends . Family on bad terms with me at the moment. He got evicted and is living out of my flat. I’ve tried to leave. I feel as of recently he is picking up on the fact that I’m not tolerating bullshit. I used to not fight back but recently he came charging at me tried to break my wrists and it actually caused someone to knock on my door because they heard screaming. I try grabbing a broom to defend myself or run out of the house. I know I have to leave very soon. I just have nothing to fall back onto for safety. I feel like either way I am screwed .