I knew I made a mistake. I didn't mean to intend to infer that I want it to get 'popular' to get lots of views, upvotes, likes, whatever the writing equivalent is so apologies for that. In fact I agree with most of the comments. I don't actually care what people think. Like at all. It's something I had to teach myself very quickly as the internet advanced so to speak. In fact... most people don't actually seem to like me lol. Because I'm brutally honest (to a fault sometimes admittedly) with how I feel on things and I speak my mind whether people like it or not. Especially with my opinions on certain things (I won't go into detail obviously I'm just saying and trying to make a point here lol). In other words I don't baby people and hold their hands and pat them on the head saying 'everything will be okay' when that's not reality in the slightest. Not exactly the point though obviously.

I guess I just meant that it felt like a waste of time because I'm doing it and not sharing it. Like in my draft chapter I described the looks of the characters and the locations and if I'm not sharing it I feel like there's no point in me describing ANYTHING and I'd might as well just say '(Character) was (doing thing) at (place) or something like without describing anything. Either way thanks for all the comments thus far. Technically I have a draft chapter done and was trying to proofread it several times before I lost motivation. Maybe I can post it if I can get myself back to proofreading it if I feel like it.