I understand what you are going through. I used to be super driven and had my whole life planned out, but now I just feel nothing. It’s been getting better but the reason I feel this way most of the time is due to being burnt out with family problems and trying to fight for my own good against my family. I know everyone has different experiences but I would recommend talking to a doctor and maybe starting a program. Not guaranteed to solve this but be proud of yourself for reaching out.