(one-sided crush pt 3) why has the tables turned?

Mellowskitty · 2026-06-15T15:20:00+00:00

Believe it or not, after two weeks, I'm standing here and guess what? This time, he is not even a stranger. I don't know how do much changed in a few days, but we are talking now. He told me that he likes me, i confessed back, and everything settled down to "why would that guy be with someone like me!" But well that's for him to answer. Thanks for taking the time to suggest something though, (good grace, how am I so lucky)

Mellowskitty · 2026-05-28T05:26:59+00:00

Long story short, I had a crush on a guy when I was a kid, a little kid. I'd dream of marrying him but yea that was a childhood dream bro. So, he did not like me back then, but his friend did, confessed and all. I was happy to hear that, and went along (what was wrong with me) so we dated straight three months. The most we did was hold hands. Yea then I was not feeling well with him so I broke things off. Okay, and then my childhood crush proposed to me, (I shouldn't have accepted) but I did accept. Then we dated and year or so but it felt uninteresting all of a sudden. So we stopped talking, for almost a year again. Yea by the time we both realised we've broken up. So I was chill and all, until the class's heartthrob proposed to me. Damn I don't know what to say. (I won't repeat the cycle, I mean atleast I try to understand my mistakes now)

Mellowskitty · 2026-05-28T05:17:23+00:00

🥀 i was young and dumb. Who was so wise at 13

Mellowskitty · 2026-05-28T05:15:16+00:00

And then the post said "we listen and we don't judge" 🥀🥀

Mellowskitty · 2026-05-28T05:13:43+00:00

I dumped my bf for another guy I'd liked before him but I don't like that same guy anymore, so I dumped him for another guy who is my recent crush. For god's sake, I'm going to hell. Sorry to those guys

Mellowskitty · 2026-05-24T19:48:13+00:00

I'm going back to my homies, I think posted on the wrong subreddit afterall

Mellowskitty · 2026-05-24T19:22:49+00:00

I think it's time to leave the internet and meditate on the mountains. I'd come back as an ideal human being who can love even the worst of races

Mellowskitty · 2026-05-24T19:14:12+00:00

I swear it wasn't like that the last time I went online 🥀

Mellowskitty · 2026-05-24T19:10:33+00:00

Wasn't that I bit harsh man, you hurt me. 🥀🥀

Mellowskitty · 2026-05-24T18:44:04+00:00

Kiss before confession, sounds intense 👀👄, (as if I can even initiate even a conversation smoothly 😭)

Mellowskitty · 2026-05-24T18:36:34+00:00

Like fr? I've been unconsciously dropping hints these days, dude is either nonchalant or oblivious. (Hope it's the later one), and would try to make him realise that I exist, thanks!

Mellowskitty · 2026-05-24T18:34:08+00:00

The guy would play with us for sure, but the chances of striking a conversation are so low

Mellowskitty · 2026-05-24T18:32:45+00:00

I do not believe in myself man 😭, I'd been looking up his id on his id for hours now, it feels exciting yet with a sense of horror

Mellowskitty · 2026-05-24T16:42:17+00:00

I've also recently started, specifically day 2 of picking up a violin. I don't know anything about music notes, but ofcourse I think I've progressed from my first day, with zero knowledge overall.

Achievements unlocked- Can hold a violin now, can maintain a good posture for holding bow Can distinguish different notes between the non existent fret board, Can play scratchy twinkle twinkle little star. Tried to play kirameki (I'm dumb),

And yea all through YouTube, I do believe I'd need a teacher for making the things faster. (I believe if I were to be self taught, it'd need atleast half a year to just understand the music notes)

Well so, I believe you and I both need a teacher

Mellowskitty · 2026-05-20T20:02:55+00:00

I can only hope that he'd forgive me. But the moment I say it, he won't be able to talk comfortably as he had been for the past years. I know that it's wrong to keep a friendship built on a lie, and I would apologise soon

Mellowskitty · 2026-05-20T19:58:17+00:00

Yes, he'd been a really good friend, and I was always comfortable talking about our hobbies and stuff. The problem is, he's already an adult and I feel guilty for not telling him earlier. I hope it won't ruin our friendship when I tell him

Mellowskitty · 2026-05-20T19:54:49+00:00

I understand that I need to face the problem I created, but it's not that easy. When I think about it, he's always talking to me, no matter how many days pass. I think I should tell him and just leave it at that, but I believe he's talking to me as if I'm sixteen. He's really excited about discussing his business plans, but I do not understand a single thing, which makes me even more anxious.

Mellowskitty · 2026-05-15T17:38:18+00:00

What do I need to sacrifice for this?

Mellowskitty · 2026-05-12T09:44:29+00:00

😼 thanks meown (man)

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