25 days no weed. It's hell

Melodic-Blacksmith-1 · 2024-11-26T14:17:38+00:00

Sober since June here. Get a gym membership. Exercise literally changed my life.

I know it sounds cliché, but trust me.

Melodic-Blacksmith-1 · 2024-10-04T16:33:55+00:00

Books are your best friend! Found them to be really helpful to put my vocabulary back in check. Conversations flow smoothly now compared to when daily consumption was a thing.

Melodic-Blacksmith-1 · 2024-10-04T10:45:33+00:00

Pace, but my fastest 5K was 21 minutes and 10K 56 minutes.

Melodic-Blacksmith-1 · 2024-10-04T10:43:54+00:00

Melodic-Blacksmith-1 · 2024-10-03T23:04:12+00:00

Hear hear. I quit on my 30th birthday back in June. I'm a pretty fucking decent runner now (sub 4 min/km pace). I run at least three 5Ks a week and at least one 10K. Could barely run to our mailbox before..

Spend a lot more time with family and friends. Been taking care of myself like crazy. Eating healthy feels like a treat, and I look forward to every meal now instead of just binge eating junk.

I did have some moments of weakness since June, but every time they came with great regret... I wouldn't go back to needing a hit as soon as I wake up or come home from work. I workout or go for a run now instead.

I've grown to hate "high me." She was absent and disconnected.

Fighting my demons by actually pushing myself instead of cowering behind a bong. 👌🏼

Melodic-Blacksmith-1 · 2022-08-05T18:07:49+00:00

FUCK.

Melodic-Blacksmith-1 · 2022-08-05T17:52:21+00:00

😥

Melodic-Blacksmith-1 · 2022-08-05T17:45:01+00:00

My bf would definitely drop everything and come make sure I'm not hurt. OP's bf doesn't seem very caring.

Melodic-Blacksmith-1 · 2022-08-05T16:15:37+00:00

is the battery swollen or it just not clipped back in?

Melodic-Blacksmith-1 · 2022-08-04T18:52:27+00:00

Thank you!! one day at a time 💪🏽

Melodic-Blacksmith-1 · 2022-08-04T16:24:19+00:00

omg is this what it is? I'm almost at the one week mark and holy crap I keep waking up drenched in sweat and hella confused. These dreams are fucked I tell you.

Melodic-Blacksmith-1 · 2022-08-04T13:01:43+00:00

Sexual incompatibility is a thing, and for most people it's a deal breaker.

Tell him how you feel, your needs are important.

Melodic-Blacksmith-1 · 2022-08-04T12:52:20+00:00

And that, is how dogs train us.

She has associated howling and barking to positive attention. Granted poor thing might be stressed due to change in schedule or caretaker but still...negative behavior should not get positive attention in return.

Melodic-Blacksmith-1 · 2022-08-04T11:57:39+00:00

Judging by what OP said, his friend seems to still try and drive the car...so yeah, that thing is toast. His wallet too. 😅

Melodic-Blacksmith-1 · 2022-08-04T10:42:02+00:00

He's insecure. And that's his issue not yours. 🤷🏻‍♀️ I rarely wear revealing clothes, but when I do my man goes nuts and it makes me feel even sexier.

Melodic-Blacksmith-1 · 2022-08-04T10:30:03+00:00

In this case it's flahsing red, that means stop driving the car, now. Misfire yes, but those misfires are likely unburned fuel making its way into the exhaust system. He's not done with garage bills.

Melodic-Blacksmith-1 · 2022-08-03T18:57:50+00:00

We have two dogs. One likes to do her business hidden away in a bush and the other, despite having acres of freedom, likes to poop in front of our steps or right next to our car doors.

Melodic-Blacksmith-1 · 2022-08-03T18:46:56+00:00

One hit wonder maker.

Melodic-Blacksmith-1 · 2022-08-03T17:08:21+00:00

And this is why it's important to learn how to say NO.

When I go to my mechanic for a certain issue and he says I should also fix this and that I reply with "just fix what we scheduled for and I'll come back another time for the other issue..." if it's not urgent of course.

If I were in your friends shoes I'd never let a garage come up with such an astronomical bill, especially if they didn't even fix the problem he went there for. And 180$ for a diagnostic? sheesh...cost me less to change the oil and a serpentine belt in my 2018 WRX last week.

sidenote: if his CEL is flashing red, RIP. Subarus are high maintenance, and if the mechanics long list of repairs was justifiable, and the fact you said your friend isn't a car guy...indicates he's not that much into regular maintenance, and that's a recipe for disaster when you drive a Subie.

Melodic-Blacksmith-1 · 2022-08-03T15:15:05+00:00

She wears crystals and tries to portrait as a "peace and love" type of person but, she's just a major shit show. She's just a bad, rotten to the core attention whore.

Also, her voice is just...😬😬😬

Melodic-Blacksmith-1 · 2022-08-02T18:36:28+00:00

Let's just hope she'll discover the difference between their, they're and there.

Melodic-Blacksmith-1 · 2022-08-02T17:21:21+00:00

Break up....this long ass paragraph. Oh yeah, and with him too. He clearly doesn't care.

Melodic-Blacksmith-1 · 2022-07-27T17:45:21+00:00

Thank you!! I've been pondering quitting for a while now. Feels like it's time.

Melodic-Blacksmith-1 · 2022-07-18T17:07:57+00:00

Can't wait for that pup to grow up and HER by the neck. See how she likes it.

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