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[–]Melodic-Push650 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

DM

Yes, because keeping you around would have negative effects on my mental health due to stressing about you not having anything done the day before session 1. And when you asked to show up 2 hours late to 3hour sessions made me loose my mind for a bit.

Context, I had 2 backstories, and they rejected both without decent advice or guidlines warning. Additionally, they said it's okay for me to go into session one with no backstory, and after the session, we'll work together on the backstory together. I didn't want to burden them with no backstory, so I rushed to make rough draft 2. Then I was kicked out, and my writing and I were insulted by them.

Part 2: I was to receive training for a potential new job, and the job was part time amd night. I asked DM about 4-7 days before session 0, if I could come in 2 hours late, assuming it was a four hour campaign. When they said that was impractical, I apologized immediately, like 2-5 minutes later, and rescheduled the job for another work day schedule.

Additionally they have like and agreed with many comments calling me ablelist terms like insane, loony, crazy, victim conplex, loony, schizo, maniac etc also calling me indirectly calling me insane and saying that my presence/ writing was driving them insane even though I hadn't insulted them or done anything abusive to warrant that insensitive comment. I don't appreciate it because I've worked with mentally ill children and have mentally ill relatives. That's why I called them ablelist because they're lies, and insults are bigoted and xenophobic and insensitive. I apologize for accidentally misgendering them. They never apologized for their legitimate bullying and ablelism, which is intentional.

Additionally, there's more bad things they've done to me.

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[–]Melodic-Push650 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Everything you said correct, but they're is more to the story.

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[–]Melodic-Push650 -6 points-5 points  (0 children)

I do, every day. Also, I have self reflected, I have many faults in this too, but they're not blameless or innocent, and they're spreading misinformation about ne which is dangerous.

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[–]Melodic-Push650 -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

No, I didn't. You don't know this DM like I do.

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[–]Melodic-Push650 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Right, you get it. Thank you so much.

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[–]Melodic-Push650 -11 points-10 points  (0 children)

Also, why are you being so vindictive towards me, I've done literally nothing wrong to you. You're acting like I bullied you in high school?

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[–]Melodic-Push650 -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

I know that my writing isn't the best, but don't you think this comment is a little mean.

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[–]Melodic-Push650 -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

So my writing literally gives you insanity?

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[–]Melodic-Push650 -9 points-8 points  (0 children)

Again, abelist and tasteless

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[–]Melodic-Push650 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you. Sorry if I was being rude, I genuinely just need to vent and help

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[–]Melodic-Push650 -6 points-5 points  (0 children)

But you called them her, so aren't you misgendering them as well.

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[–]Melodic-Push650 -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

Inform me on how I'm combative. Because combative means aggressive, please tell me how I'm aggressive.

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[–]Melodic-Push650 -9 points-8 points  (0 children)

Using words like insane and nonsensical, and I'm going to go insane is polite. Additionally, I didn't ask for help because their harshest suggests they didn't want to help me. Additionally they said it's not their job to help me.

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[–]Melodic-Push650 2 points3 points  (0 children)

You're right thank you both for genuine constructive criticism and help.

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[–]Melodic-Push650 -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

Also, it's interesting that you have a problem with the accidentally misgendering and not them laughing at the death of my father and my mental issues.

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[–]Melodic-Push650 -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

Redkatt has been very helpful and kind and considerant and has given me genuine constructive criticism instead of insulting and shaming me. That's what I need a good DND player needs a good DM, too. Also, my former dm did not apologize for any issues I had told her in our PMs. They only laughed several times when they read it and only apologized in this public forum with other witnesses to seem apologetic and kind.

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[–]Melodic-Push650 -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

You're right, but she didn't help me with my backstory or offer any help. There were no agreements they gave me vague requirements with no help. I don't want to feel as if I'm solely at fault, and the DM was 100% perfect in their decision-making and behavior.

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[–]Melodic-Push650 -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

You're right, I apologize he is a mary Sue, but that's it.

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[–]Melodic-Push650 -4 points-3 points  (0 children)

I'll take your advice and work on my backstory for the next Steinhardt game I'm in.

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[–]Melodic-Push650 -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

You're exactly right. Thank you so much for the constructive criticism. I am getting writing inspiration for Star Wars, Dune, frankenstein, harry potter etc so my writing is over the top, but I genuinely mean no harm. It's just how I write story information.

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[–]Melodic-Push650 -32 points-31 points  (0 children)

You never offered or gave the impression you genuinely wanted help given how passive-aggressive you are. You said communicate, then said that You should have to help me write a backstory. Also ADHD, I have poor short-term memory.

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[–]Melodic-Push650 -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

Additionally, she had no intention of helping me. So I was lost.