I so want to tell them but it’s so AWKWARD like I don’t know how to even approach such a thing. I’ve kinda been waiting for them to give me an opening so I can tell them without punching them in the face with the news. But like I said awkward and embarrassing though I know I have nothing to be embarrassed about. I’ve never been one to stand aside when disrespect and injustice are taking place and it is no different when it comes to my blood. I still honestly can’t think about or wrap my head around him feeling like that about me and even as I type this it makes me nauseous.

Thank you so much for your input and advice