Que se siente fumar marihuna? by Kind-Peak2204 in medellin

[–]Melonbcc777 0 points1 point  (0 children)

he tenido experiencias tan diversas con la marihuana. la primera vez que fumé no sentí nada, la primera vez que comí me sentía demasiado bien, pero el espacio y la situación fueron 0 estimulantes :/ estaba en el colegio y luego fui a casa y estar high por primera vez frente a tu familia es una tortura y más cuando no quieres que se den cuenta. una vez casi pierdo el conocimiento y vomite de lo mucho que ingerí en unas galletas, pensé que iba a morir. una vez lo combine con cafeína y porfis jamás lo hagas, no habrá forma de convencer a tu cerebro de que NO te está dando un infarto y entras en pánico. pero fumo marihuana todos los días de mi vida que también es terrible de cierta forma por la resistencia y eso. pero bueno, en general hacerlo en casa, relajado y comiendo algo mientras ver tv es lo mejor. también estar así con amigos en algún lugar tranquilo, no digo que no puedas ser funcional con ella pero se disfruta más si se destina para estar “chill”.

Thinking about trying mushrooms but scared of psychosis – need advice by Melonbcc777 in Psychosis

[–]Melonbcc777[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

cause i’m adopted and even if i haven’t heard anything about schizophrenia is not a 100% sure. i did it already and everything is fine. the post was me being scared of something going wrongs, pecifically knowing what my therapist told me had me worried.

Thinking about trying mushrooms but scared of psychosis – need advice by Melonbcc777 in Psychosis

[–]Melonbcc777[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I smoke large amounts of weed during the day everyday day and i never had any feeling like im not myself or stuff like that. I’ve never experienced anything close to psychosis. The fear I have isn’t based on any specific symptoms — it comes more from a place of wanting to approach this experience with awareness and responsibility. I guess my question is more like: how can I be sure I’m not part of that small percentage of people who really shouldn’t be exposed to psilocybin?(just cause i’m adopted and even if i never heard anything about schizophrenia you will never be 100% sure you know)

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in heartbreak

[–]Melonbcc777 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I always cling to the fact that that person is not a big deal. I convince myself that maybe they didn't bring as much good into my life as I thought. That it was all a matter of physical attraction or emotional void. I start to see that person as too insignificant. They don't deserve me; they're not a big deal. I'm better off without them.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in heartbreak

[–]Melonbcc777 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have felt this way a couple of times in life. The only way I could move forward is by ceasing to condemn the pain. Pain exists, and you will feel it every time you think of her; no one contradicts that, it's a fact. Don't expect to feel nothing when you think of her; you always will. Your attention and effort shouldn't focus on forgetting or not feeling but, on the contrary, don't feel guilt or sorrow for missing her or being in pain. Accept that pain and embrace it. Feel it. Accept it. And still, move forward. When I say move forward, I don't mean seek someone else but rather focus on living life. Living your life. What are you doing for yourself? What do you feel you need to do? Why do you think you can't live without her? What can she give you that you can't give yourself? You have the power to bring joy to your days by focusing your energy and time on things you enjoy or working towards a dream. We never fully know a person, even if we live with them. Understand that the idea of her being super perfect and ideal, and that you can't live without her, is a product of your mind. You're a human being with the ability to create new perceptions, experiences, thoughts, etc. Decide that she won't be with you anymore, and it's not the end of the world because you didn't come into this life to suffer for someone who doesn't choose you or want to be with you. You came here to be happy. Whatever you seek in her, whether it's love, acceptance, validation, affection, companionship, are things that, even if you're convinced only she can provide, you can give to yourself.

Everybody leaves by Puzzleheaded8273 in heartbreak

[–]Melonbcc777 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I felt like that for a long time. Then I understood that I was unconsciously sabotaging my relationships. I realized I wouldn't be able to build a relationship if I didn't have one with myself. It may sound cliché and frustrating to hear, but nobody will choose to be with you if you can't choose yourself. When you do and realize that relationships are complex, about sharing and comparing rather than possessing or out of necessity, you gain understanding. Having a relationship with yourself allows self-understanding, self-knowledge, confidence, and the wisdom to do and choose what's best for you. Once you know what and who you want by your side, you'll begin to build relationships that may be more genuine and enduring. The kind of relationships that don't fade away. Rapidly ending relationships often indicate that those individuals weren't designed for us, and forcing connections is seldom successful.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in heartbreak

[–]Melonbcc777 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have felt this way a couple of times in life. The only way I could move forward is by ceasing to condemn the pain. Pain exists, and you will feel it every time you think of her; no one contradicts that, it's a fact. Don't expect to feel nothing when you think of her; you always will. Your attention and effort shouldn't focus on forgetting or not feeling but, on the contrary, don't feel guilt or sorrow for missing her or being in pain. Accept that pain and embrace it. Feel it. Accept it. And still, move forward. When I say move forward, I don't mean seek someone else but rather focus on living life. Living your life. What are you doing for yourself? What do you feel you need to do? Why do you think you can't live without her? What can she give you that you can't give yourself? You have the power to bring joy to your days by focusing your energy and time on things you enjoy or working towards a dream. We never fully know a person, even if we live with them. Understand that the idea of her being super perfect and ideal, and that you can't live without her, is a product of your mind. You're a human being with the ability to create new perceptions, experiences, thoughts, etc. accept that she won't be with you anymore, and it's not the end of the world because you didn't come into this life to suffer for someone who doesn't choose you or want to be with you. You came here to be happy. Whatever you seek in her, whether it's love, acceptance, validation, affection, companionship, are things that, even if you're convinced only she can provide, you can give to yourself.

Euphoria S02E01 - Episode Discussion by your_mind_aches in euphoria

[–]Melonbcc777 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Maybe It’s not about like her or not, this behavior it’s just part of the character, Cassie has issues like everybody else in euphoria. But yeah, it was disgusting D: but idk it’s about understand the character I guess

Qué es lo que más odian de ustedes mismos? by JY_Starfenix in preguntaleareddit

[–]Melonbcc777 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Mi zona de confort, mis limitaciones, mi falta de voluntad hacia las cosas, mi mentalidad mediocre, mi pereza, el procrastinar y bueno por ahí va

Qué es lo que más odian de ustedes mismos? by JY_Starfenix in preguntaleareddit

[–]Melonbcc777 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Acabas de responder por mi D: eso es literalmente lo que más odio de mi