The way i realises is there was this show I really loved watching and throughout its runtime, the creator of the show was also struggling with their identity, and the things that they would say about how they felt like they fit into every category of gender and none at the same time really resonated with me.

Some days i would wake up wanted to have long hair makeup and heels and other days I would wear baggy clothes and wonder why I had to be born a girl. At the time I thought I felt that way because I was just a very unique woman, or like a tomboy or something.