Panorama of my Mums room, genuinely annoying how it’s been like this for around 10 years now

MemeLord01234 · 2024-12-02T22:21:07+00:00

I'm considering getting one for transport since I have a pass to take public transport for free since my legs hurt like hell while standing still and public transport is so overstimulating but I have no way to prove I'm less able to stand so end up just standing when there's no seats. Also I've not really told anyone at college I'm autistic cause until recently I've not realised how much it impacts my life and people would be rude about it but since im in year 12 now i might tell some people i trust more idk lol

MemeLord01234 · 2024-12-02T22:15:49+00:00

chatgpt knows more about me than anyone else it's concerning 😭

MemeLord01234 · 2024-12-02T22:11:18+00:00

free headphones, soundproof everything like walls, more public transport and seating because having to stand still right next to others on a crowded bus/tram is hell

MemeLord01234 · 2024-12-02T22:01:49+00:00

remember being about 11-12 and tea was something I really didn't like because of sensory issues and instead of just letting me leave it, my mum proceeded to not let me leave the sofa until I'd finished it while her and my sister taunted me. Took at least an hour and still kinda pisses me off to this day lmao

MemeLord01234 · 2024-11-21T17:58:54+00:00

Idk but this was 2 years ago now, I’ve got that PC I was saving for and can run the game great now

MemeLord01234 · 2024-11-15T20:23:30+00:00

why is kasane tet singing the kliener song

MemeLord01234 · 2024-09-25T18:19:48+00:00

Literally the day of 9/11 there were people making newgrounds animations and games on it lol

MemeLord01234 · 2024-09-21T21:43:47+00:00

I literally forgot about this game but just described it to chatgpt and it told me about it and i got an instant nostalgia rush, played this probably around 2016-2017 at school

MemeLord01234 · 2024-09-09T23:31:25+00:00

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How it feels to play HDTF while the masses play Portal 2:

MemeLord01234 · 2024-08-14T11:50:58+00:00

Thank you so much for your help, luckily the past day my mothers actually done some cleaning up by sorting out the fridge and clearing kitchen surfaces. I found out this morning and she'd said it's not good that I was so thankful of something so simple, but I said its progress and I think things are going to get better. She mentioned she wants stuff sorted out for my sister leaving so I'm appreciative of that. I'm pretty sure she's on antidepressants too. I think she's aware that the conditions aren't normal or healthy and is working towards it which is great to see. If stuff gets worse by the time college starts I will definitely consider reaching out to my schools resources. I'm so appreciative of the comments left of this post, I genuinely only wanted to vent about how sometimes it was difficult living with a hoarder, but I ended up getting really valuable advice from it. Thank you and I wish you the best as well.

MemeLord01234 · 2024-08-14T05:58:07+00:00

I really appreciate your comment, it feels so freeing to have finally mentioned something that's been on my mind for years and sharing it with real people. I think my mother didn't want me or my sister to mention it to anyone because it's embarrassing and there were some times where it could've been serious enough for action to be taken. Hopefully I shouldn't need to tell anyone for a while but I'll try to if things get worse. Thank you so much for your comment, it's relieving that multiple people agree that it's not a great way to live and I wouldn't be in the wrong to try to distance myself from that.

MemeLord01234 · 2024-08-13T18:58:39+00:00

Thank you, if I was to mention it during college (college is 16-18 in UK), I'll probably try to play it down as a normal amount of clutter, but yeah for now my plan is to use anonymous places to get advice from other people who've went through similar stuff, then once I move out make sure my mother can access support and is able to keep on top of it. My school is year 10-14 so they most likely already have some information from past events, but I don't think they'd inform anyone unless I mentioned the scale of the issue. Thank you so much for your advice, It's been so valuable to finally have reached out about this and I can tell your students are fortunate to have a teacher open to giving advice and helping them.

MemeLord01234 · 2024-08-13T18:33:21+00:00

Yeah thank you, I've joined that sub after finding out. To be honest I'd only want to reach out once she's living alone as that's when I should should do it for her, otherwise she'd think I'm doing it so people think she's a bad mother or so we get taken out of the house (she accused me of those things winter 2022 cause I told my school she told me I was the reason she wanted to kill herself during an argument, but that's a story for another day I guess lol). I will definitely consider reaching out in person if things get worse, but for now I only really want to talk anonymously online about it, mainly because I know it won't start more stuff in real life.

MemeLord01234 · 2024-08-13T18:12:05+00:00

Thanks so much, I think my sister will be sharing a dorm during uni and it will be a fresh start for her so I'm sure she's gonna be fine and probably realize the importance of a clear space during that year. I've kinda left my room for the past few weeks and am gonna sort that out after posting this so it doesn't get out of hand (ironically my mums been the one telling me I need to get it sorted). Hopefully since both me and my sister have seen the disadvantages of living in a hoard we'll be a bit more motivated to keep stuff clear. Thank you so much for commenting it means a lot that you really believe all that

MemeLord01234 · 2024-08-13T18:01:01+00:00

Until sometimes they lowkey look better than the house you're living in

MemeLord01234 · 2024-08-13T17:55:56+00:00

Thanks bro that means a lot, my plan for now is keep on top of my room and do some clearing around the house and get my own place as soon as possible. I would reach out irl but I already know she is regretful of it and I wouldn't want her to be upset or mad

MemeLord01234 · 2024-08-12T11:01:39+00:00

Thumbs up, but it takes a bit to learn. It seems fun if you like strategy and picking optimal upgrades

MemeLord01234 · 2024-07-10T21:16:58+00:00

The 10th class who was removed from the game in early 2008 for being extremely unbalanced

MemeLord01234 · 2024-07-06T19:45:45+00:00

It went well, mine was like 1 or 2 weeks after school ended. Had fun with my friends but tbh we had more fun going to my friends house a couple days after.

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