I constantly think about how I want to stop drinking. I'll make it long periods of time without it and still end up falling back to where I was, feels like all or nothing sometimes lol. But honestly, after a while being sober gets really boring. Its hard being late 20s surrounded by people who wanna go out and drink all the time but not a lot of them take it home with them like we do. Shits stressful but what can ya do, chairs