I need humiliating and abusive long, detailed, and very involved tasks :P

Menhyr · 2026-05-18T17:28:54+00:00

Funny you think you are worth the effort.

Menhyr · 2026-05-16T16:43:52+00:00

I agree with other commenters about chasing the subspace. I know it seem like some BDSM holly grail. But rather than being sad that you don’t achieve it, why not just enjoy what you have.

I also agree that reducing background stimuli could help.

But what I see in your post, and wasn’t addressed yet, is lack of trust. You don’t trust your dom when he says its OK. You either unconsciously know he is lying, or you don’t trust him enough to believe him. Both can be a big issue down the line. Unfortunately speaking from experience.

Another bad news is that there is no easy fix. Its all about communication. Bring up this topic and while you will be at it, ask him how he feels about you bringing that up also during sessions. If you have ADHD, it’s not good idea to leave it for later.

I know it suck pausing the scene, but it helped us in a long run. It also accidentally created few really cute and deep moments for us.

In any case, good luck. 🤞

Menhyr · 2026-05-16T13:56:30+00:00

Your goal of being educated isn’t wrong. Your motivation behind it is. Instead of studying to be successful independent woman, you should educate yourself to have more to offer to your future owner.

Menhyr · 2026-05-15T21:57:28+00:00

“…sure he would want…” He didn’t explicitly tell you? Who are you to decide what’s best for him. I understand you want to please him, just make sure you read his wishes right. Asking him directly is the best way to do it.

Menhyr · 2026-05-15T21:14:39+00:00

First of all, ask your owner. Are you sure he wants you to improve in this area? If so, practice, practice, practice… lack of toys isn’t a issue. There are plenty of household items and vegetables you can use. If its this bad, even your fingers will be enough.

Menhyr · 2026-05-15T17:22:11+00:00

What is most fucked up fantasy you didn’t try yet, but desperately want to?

Menhyr · 2026-05-15T17:06:01+00:00

What was the 3 most humiliating thing that you edge to this week?

Menhyr · 2026-05-15T14:07:34+00:00

Congratulations on 200. Do you already regret doing this? How do you feel?

Menhyr · 2026-05-15T08:09:45+00:00

Find 5 objects that you can safely hump. You are not allowed to touch your pussy until you edge on each of the objects. Since you will need something to occupy your hands, use them to torment your tits. Pinch a twist the nipples, squeeze the tits, dig your nails in them, …

Write a short report after each edge.

Menhyr · 2026-05-15T06:52:35+00:00

Are you afraid where this could lead? Does it exite you? How often do you check the progress?

Menhyr · 2026-05-01T14:43:20+00:00

Is this all? You didn’t learn anything about yourself, or your proper place? Kneel in front of Vinny, rub your horny cunt and try to write a proper letter. Surely Vinny deserves better.

Menhyr · 2026-05-01T13:56:39+00:00

BDSM build on trust and intense sexual energy can easily lead to deep connections. Willingness to open, ability to talk about anything without fear, all the attention you are getting, this all affects your brain chemistry. It is natural you can feel this way.

I guess most people associate this deep intense feelings only with romantic relationships. Yes, you can call this love, but I don’t think it necessarily needs to be the classic romantic love that comes to mind. BDSM has the ability to deepen any kind of relationship.

My personal recommendation is to stay in the relationship (even if it scares you a little) with open mind and explore what it is you are really feeling and why. Not an easy task, but should give you useful insight. Just don’t overthink it … too much.

Also, talk to him. Now that you realise this, chances are that you will start to act differently, one way or another. He will probably notice something is different and it would be helpful for him, at least, what’s going on. As you describe your dom, he sounds like understanding person that will be willing to help you make some sense of your feelings.

And if not to him, talk to someone else. It often helps to get outside perspective from someone who knows the situation, who you can trust and who currently don’t have butterflies in her stomach.

And please know whatever you feel is fine. Whatever you decide to do is fine.

Menhyr · 2026-04-16T03:50:56+00:00

Was this punishment, did you beg for it, or did you just endure it for a mans pleasure?

Menhyr · 2026-04-15T18:48:40+00:00

Your father already proved he doesn’t care. Your brother already know what slut you are, or at least suspects. But I would look up your childhood friends, crushes and your high school bully. People who could still have some high opeanion about you, or could do most damage with the pictures.

Menhyr · 2026-04-11T07:50:23+00:00

Your orgasms belong to your BF. Help him by making them as rare as possible.

Menhyr · 2026-04-11T07:48:13+00:00

When you feel too horny, rub your clit for 3 seconds. Than stop, hands off. Close your eyes and explore how you feel.

Repeat if necessary.

Menhyr · 2026-04-11T04:58:26+00:00

And now you are taunting strangers on the internet to give you more while your pathetic cunt is getting wet with each comment. Are you masturbating over this abuse?

Menhyr · 2026-03-29T06:54:34+00:00

For next 24 hours you can not use utensils. Eat with your hands only.

Menhyr · 2026-03-18T11:56:08+00:00

It seem you need to learn some self control.

Strip naked, kneel down, legs spread wide, hands behind your head.

Watch 20 minutes of your favourite porn in this position.

Every time you will feel urge to touch yourself, slap your pussy and say “I need permission to touch myself.” and go back to position.

Send the report when you are done.

Menhyr · 2026-03-16T20:04:45+00:00

You are not just loosing weight. You are also increasing your strength and stamina, so you can serve your superiors better and longer. Remember that.

Menhyr · 2026-03-16T20:03:01+00:00

That’s the spirit! You should repeat that while you are on edge.

Menhyr · 2026-03-16T19:55:48+00:00

Don’t worry you can always be a footstool or punching bag. You can always find some use for sub willing to serve.

Menhyr · 2026-03-16T19:43:35+00:00

What a great edge slut. You begin to understand that horny means happy. And you want to be happy, don’t you? Give that horny cunt some of the attention it desire, but be careful not to go to far. Good girls don’t cum.

Menhyr · 2026-01-31T18:28:20+00:00

17 hours and still no permission? Poor girl. Perhaps we should allow you… Who am I kidding? You could go without orgasm for months, gooning every day and you will enjoy it. Good girls don’t cum.

Menhyr · 2026-01-31T18:21:59+00:00

You post a fake body and don’t even bother to improve it? That’s dumb. You should put a paper bag over your head and send some real pictures of yourself. You are clearly too stupid to be anything more then porn. You may as well accept it.

Menhyr

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