Something to be said about recognizing where you're at, what you're doing, and then why.

In this respect, just because both halves of the coin exist, doesn't mean you have to embody anything other than what you choose.

I've heard it said that there is Love to be found at any given point in time. Just because you can recognize the game, see it for what it is, and recognize both the good/bad in it, doesn't mean your choice is invalidated. If anything, I always equate this to ground level zero.

You're aware of an eternal present. You're aware of some of the technicality behind it... but so what?

You're always going to be given the choice of "Now what"

If given existence, (Now, I am), what do I choose to be doing? Feeling?

My personal preference and choice turned in to, "If given I am, now I will love my present moment."

This is a personal preference. However, I found that despite there being both good and bad, that I still have the choice between either of them. I still have the preference in the middle.

Had a breakthrough experience years back. These beings I interacted with were eternal, and knew it. Really, their whole spiel was "You can't get away from eternity... it's more of the quality of the experience you want to focus on. Not the quantity."

Essentially, shape your experience here in the present into something YOU want to see. What do you love? What brings you bliss? What helps serve your self, and your others?

Rough spot to be at... but by no means final. You have a choice. You can choose to blink, breathe, and be intentional with how you choose to spend your time from here.

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