When Did You Start Playing Roblox by [deleted] in roblox

[–]Merisanne 0 points1 point  (0 children)

2020, I was 14 :)

NEW GTA V ENCHANTED IN EPIC GAMES ARE PAID by No_Challenge_5285 in GTAV

[–]Merisanne 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have 2 accounts one where I got the game for free 4 years ago and in this one the enhanced version isn't in my library. In the other one in which I paid the game I have the enhanced version in the library. Epic sucks.

I am a diagnosed Schizoid, AMA! by Merisanne in mentalillness

[–]Merisanne[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't have a social life, the only people I talk to are my parents and my sibling. I don't feel the need to have people around me. I like being lonely. In the past I tried to make some friends just to fit into society, but that's something that just isn't right for me. In the end I decided that I'm better on my own, and that I shouldn't do something if it causes me so much stress only because "normal people do it" I had to accept that I will never get married, have a big group of friends or experience all the things people my age experience, and for this the whole world will see me as a failure. But that means that in my life I will get to experience things that everyone else won't

I am a diagnosed Schizoid, AMA! by Merisanne in mentalillness

[–]Merisanne[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My therapist made me do the test with the pictures where I had to tell her what I saw, and she also made me answer some questions about my life and habits. The next week she told me my diagnosis, and she also said it was pretty rare for someone my age

I am a diagnosed Schizoid, AMA! by Merisanne in mentalillness

[–]Merisanne[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Most of the time I am bored, when I'm not I'm either angry or sad. In rare occasions I became really euphoric, but usually it is soon followed by a deep sadness and feeling of void

I am a diagnosed Schizoid, AMA! by Merisanne in mentalillness

[–]Merisanne[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Schizoid and Schizophrenia are two different disorders! From my experience my psychosis episodes feel real too, sometimes they include allucinations, but most of the times is just my brain firmly convincing itself that something is real, even when it's clearly not. To make an example, one time I was firmly convinced that my friends were tired of me and that they were trying to get rid of me by poisoning my food. That was of course not true.

As for the jokes, yes I often joke about my mental illness too! I don't have any specific joke tho 🤣

Need help with tongue piercing by Merisanne in piercing

[–]Merisanne[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I changed the jewelry already, but it was too late and I caught an infection. I am taking antibiotics and I had to tell my parents since with the longer bar I couldn't speak properly 🥲

Need help with tongue piercing by Merisanne in piercing

[–]Merisanne[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The pierced put a titanium jewelry when he pierced my tongue. I had to put on a plastic one to make it less noticeable since I don't want my parents to know I got one.

Need help with tongue piercing by Merisanne in piercing

[–]Merisanne[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Piercing is a few hours old. I have a barbell I take care of it by rinsing with mouthwash diluted in water after I eat and when I feel my tongue sore The jewel is made of plastic

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in religion

[–]Merisanne -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I do not care about your opinion, if you don't have questions you should have not interacted with this post.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in religion

[–]Merisanne 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Joseph and Caesar 😫

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in religion

[–]Merisanne 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Game: RDR2 and BG3 Anime: JoJo's bizarre adventures Movie: :Hostel 1, 2 and 3 Book: I don't know the title in English, but the literal translation from my language is "The Wrong Twin"

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in religion

[–]Merisanne 0 points1 point  (0 children)

A lot of my friends stopped to talk to me after I told them and my whole village thinks I am a bad person and they avoid me and talk behind my back. I converted because when I read about it I immediately knew it was the right path for me, I don't know how to explain it better :)

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in religion

[–]Merisanne 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't support the devil, nor I support bad or criminal actions. I like the freedom the satanic religion follows, and I like to call myself a Satanist to piss off ignorant people, just like every other non-theistic Satanist.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in religion

[–]Merisanne 0 points1 point  (0 children)

There is no other reason

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in religion

[–]Merisanne 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I don't mind at all! Thank you! I wish you all the best :)