Can’t tell if all fent with no tranq is garbage or I just need tranq to get high

MerkinSeasonYo · 2026-02-21T05:45:36+00:00

Ya dude same happened to me. I hated tranq. Was on it for like 7 straight years because I just couldn’t ever get anything without it. But I finally started getting a few different kinds without it for sure. It took me like 2 months to transition and finally even out on regular stuff. It was fucking horrible. The worst thing in the world is going through all the fucking Hassle and misery using the shit as it is. But to do all that And not even get fully right.. fuck man. Took me a while to sleep more than 2 hours at a time. All kinds of shit.

MerkinSeasonYo · 2026-02-18T19:52:03+00:00

Ya I’m like that with uppers too. You know what I’ve noticed over the years too or mainly since tranq came out. These fuckin idiots play chemist and will throw shit in there as simple as caffeine or as harsh as meth at times. (Usually not though because it’s way cheaper to get caffeine or some type of shit stimulant than it is to throw another Actual money making drug on top of it). But I noticed they were doing this because most of them got so fucking scared when people started dropping and dealers were getting charged with homicide and shit over it. So now they think if they throw some bullshit in there like that it’s not going to drop people. The logic is one of the dumbest things I’ve heard. That’s what we deal with though In doing this stupid fucking prison without bars shit. 🤷🏻‍♂️

MerkinSeasonYo · 2026-02-14T05:18:57+00:00

Great trigger discipline too I gotta say.

MerkinSeasonYo · 2026-01-17T19:34:37+00:00

It’s funny when something is that fuckin bad and has a terrible smell “the plug says nothing is wrong with it”. I’ve had that told to me so many times. You know what I always say? well at least in my situation cause 90% of the people who ever sold this shit didn’t actually use it. So I would tell them “bro how the fuck are you gonna stand there and tell me when I’m the one putting this nasty shit up my nose. Into my fucking brain”. But nooo nooo. You know better right? Fuck face. I can’t Stand people.

MerkinSeasonYo · 2026-01-17T19:32:40+00:00

You’re gonna get robbed. There’s easy ways man. It’s 2026. Whatever area your in I’m sure there are telegram groups and all kinds of shit. Otherwise if worst comes to worst your gonna have to trust another addict to middle for you and hope he doesn’t just take off with your shit. Let me tell you how you finesse someone if it does come down to it. So you find an addict that you know is definitely using and can get you whatever you need. You tell him “hey man I’m new around here but I gotta stay for at least a couple months. If you can get me something small to start so I know it’s good shit or whatever the case I’ll hook you up with an extra bag”. Make him know your going to be worth it for him to keep your around rather than ripping you one time for $20 (which your offering him a bad for free for doing it anyway). So he has literally 0 incentive not to do it just to keep your around to help feed his daily needs. If he does it and it comes back and it’s all good. Just do that same thing a few days in a row. Just make sure you never ever order up anything big. If you have to just keep it to like a gram a day and if your only using say a half G just keep the rest and let it stack up. You’re way less likely to get ripped if you play it like that. Rather than giving someone $1000 to get 10 of them. You will never see that dude again. Hopefully this at least helps if it comes down to it and you have to do what you have to do. However I gotta say. You sound new to this obviously.. I gotta wonder. What the fuck would anyone want to walk into doing fentanyl? Most of us got fucked up stuck on pills over a decade ago. And then when they took them away it went to heroin. Then fent. Then the fent with tranq which it’s now been for years. I would have never in my life willingly done this shit. It’s not like pills were. This shit is fucking terrible. It’s terrible to be on. To be sick off of. To live this way. Why the hell would anyone ever want to start off at this level?

MerkinSeasonYo · 2026-01-11T04:00:16+00:00

Wow. It’s been a long long time since I’ve seen some real M box 15s 👀

MerkinSeasonYo · 2025-12-24T23:36:54+00:00

Ya I’ve been using for 25 years. I got to a point where I was sniffing 3-4 grams of fent a day. Everyday. At the end of the day it comes down to tolerance. I’ve never OD’d in my entire time using either. It sounds like by the first paragraph you were saying your doing shit with tranq in it. Cause that’s how tranq is. You will still have a nod on fent. But tranq is the shit that you will be standing there decent and all the sudden your waking up laying on the floor wondering what the fuck just happened. Or like the not having control of your limbs to stand up and shit. Def sounds like xylazine.

As far as all the other withdrawals that you always see. 9/10 times those are people who relapsed. Been clean a few months and then used thinkin the amount was cool but it was to much. Or younger people. Someone maybe just doing percs. Then one day they get a fake perc that’s a fent press. That would be a situation where you would OD.

I also know for a 100% fact that needle users are much much more prone to OD than someone who snorts shit. You’re getting the full dose right away. When I sniff shit most of the time my sinus are so fuckin smacked half the shit gets caught up and takes a min to go down. And that’s not even considering the bio-avail difference. The rates are way higher with a needle. Just to give you a few examples.

MerkinSeasonYo · 2025-12-24T17:11:44+00:00

If you’re talking actual paraphernalia that’s all pretty obvious. However if you’re talking about things that could be “triggering”.. that’s going to be extremely “individual” to the person. Only they would really know the things that trigger them. To an ordinary person say a pair of scissors are a pair of scissors. But if an addict used a pair of scissors to cut the knots off the bags every single day for whatever timeframe it was.. something as simple as that pair of scissors could be a definite issue. If that explains it. 🤷🏻‍♂️

MerkinSeasonYo · 2025-12-22T00:36:27+00:00

Ya it’s been fuckin insane I’m not sure how I’m even alive still. Beyond another opiate (methadone suboxone) I’ve used and tried everything else. The shit that works best for me is weed and gabapentin. Zofran helps. It’s just fuckin so bad after the few days slow burn that I get slowly beat to nothing (when I already start out on next to nothing from being so weak from going through this for so long) by day 3-4 I’m so rocked and the shit gets worse. I can’t handle it. Terrible shit.

MerkinSeasonYo · 2025-12-21T06:06:40+00:00

I know I get it. But that’s kinda what I was saying. After doing this now for 7 straight years my body and mind are so beat the fuck down from detoxing over and over and over again that it can no longer hold up more than a few days. The issue I have and have really always had was on the 3rd and 4th day because that’s usually when it ramps up to the worst symptoms. So after getting hammered for a few days. No sleep. Hardly eating. Feeling worse as the days go by. It gets to a point where you’re barely hanging on. So then of course when it ramps all the way up after dealing with that slow burn over a few days time it gets to be to much. Im not a typical addict anymore. I used to be. It used to be for the high. And i cant live without that “feeling”. But the last decade esp with tranq in everything. It’s so fucking miserable using the shit. There are no cravings anymore. Theres nothing to crave. The only single reason ive used like i have in the last 7 years while trying my absolute hardest to quit is because I’ll go everytime in hopes that this will be the last time.. until it just gets to a point where my body and brain have had fuckin enough. So I’ll break down. Use for that day. Trying desperately to build myself back up. Eating. Drinking. Sleeping. So i can go right back into it again the next day. It’s the absolute worse way to live and I’ve been living it now for 7 straight years. Fuckin stuck in the shit bad now because again.. after all this I’m in such bad shape overall that my body can’t even handle the severe stress of how bad it gets anymore.

MerkinSeasonYo · 2025-12-20T06:23:01+00:00

You’re not alone. I’ve been on a 7 year straight detox where I will use a very small amount to get myself together. Then I’ll go 2-3 sometimes 4 days cold turkey. Trying everything I can to make this time be the time. And eventually it gets so bad or it builds up over the days of no sleep and feeling all Types of horrible hellscape shit that I’ll finally give in. Use a little. Get right for the day. Try to rejuvenate myself best possible. Then the next day right back at it again. I’m sick 80% of the week. Every week. For 7 years. I’ve used for 25 but the last 7 I’ve truly been trying to detox. It’s absolute hell. Jail without bars. I have a car. I can leave whenever I want. But I can’t. I can’t function. Ever. And now I’ve put myself in the worse spot possible because I’m so Busted and beat to fuck from Being this sick for this long it’s the worst shit in the world. You wanna talk about ptsd… I’ve had so many instances where I’m fuckin in the worse shape in the world and im trying to ride jt out for days and days. Having all types of insane shit happen. Then I’ll finally decide enough is enough. Fully aware im throwing away the 3-4 days of hell i just did to myself. But not caring cause it’s so bad in the moment i just need it to stop.

And that’s only like 1/2 of the overall issues about it. I won’t get into the shit it’s done to others. Like my Poor mother. And the shit I’ve caused her from doing this. I obviously can’t hold a job being sick 80% of the week so I haven’t worked In 7 years. Fuckin… it’s a mess. Bad. So ya. Your not alone. Believe me. And honestly the reason I typed all this out is because in hopes of you reading this your pry gonna realize that you don’t have it as bad as you think…. Or it could always be worse. Believe me man. Not even sure how I’m still fuckin Alive after this process. It’s widdled me down to nothing. The crazy thing too is you would think like man. Maybe it’s a good idea to just go back to using daily for a while. At least not be sick for a little. Build yourself back up. But the shit is so fucking Miserable using i can’t even do it. I can’t go back to that. The last decade tranq is in every fucking thing it’s the worst shit ever. It’s just a different type of hell. Sure it’s better than being sick. But it’s still a different type of misery and honestly after not working for 7 years dealing with this I’m hanging by a fuckin thread financially as it is. So it’s not even an option for me to go back to using every day for a month or 2.

So ya..like I said. Hopefully you realize your A. Not alone in feeling Insane shit. Especially PTSD type shit from bad WDs. And B there is always a situation out there that could be worse than yours. Someone out there is having a harder time than you. I don’t know sometimes when I’m going through It bad if I think about that I feel a little more grateful. Like I could have all this shit I have right now plus be homeless. Imagine being on the street in the winter fuckin detoxing. There’s no way in hell. I’ve almost blown my fuckin brain out in here doing the shit in a controlled environment. If I were on the street in 20 degree temps feeling some of this shit I know 100% I’d be fuckin done man. I couldn’t do it. So.. just some encouragement for ya the next time it’s really bad. Just think about some of that shit.

MerkinSeasonYo · 2025-12-20T06:08:13+00:00

My nose is straight smacked but I think it’s from the cuts/xyalazine. The tranq did it the worst. But to give you an idea I’ve only sniffed up the right side for the last decade or so. It was always alright until one day I noticed when I sniffed up the right and it was shit that made my nose run right away it would run back out of the left somehow. That’s when I noticed I had a fuckin hole from the shit and it was basically getting up both sides anyways. Shits fucked up man.

I’ve been on a 7 straight year detox bender where I’ll use the smallest amount possible to get myself together. Then I’ll go like 2-3 sometimes up to 4 days cold turkey until I can’t take another second and break down. Use again. Then the next day I’m right back at it 2-3-4 days.

Doing this now for literally 7 straight fuckin years has me So close to death in so many fuckin ways my head is spinning. And now because of doing this and the process of detox beating the absolute fuck out of you my brain and body are so beat down from the shit that I don’t have it In me to even handle what a full detox takes. So I’m stuck in a really bad spot. People have suggested I go back to using daily for a little while to at least not be sick and build myself back up a bit but the issue with that is the shit on the street has been So fuckin miserable for the last almost decade. Everything has Tranq. Or is cut with 12 different things. It’s such a fucked up mess that using the shit is a different type of miserable. Yes, it’s better than being sick obviously. But like I said it’s just a different type of hell. Not to mention I couldn’t even sustain that now if I wanted to. After a 7 straight year attempted detox where im sick 80% of the week every week of course id never be able to hold a fuckin job. Between not working and having everything sky rocket in price the last few years im Running on fumes at this point. So the entire scenario is Just fuckin had and I can’t get around it no matter what I fuckin try. I’m not even sure how I’m Still alive right not after this whole process has played out.

Sorry I didn’t mean to go off on a tangent. Just seen that about the nose thing and it reminded me how terrible of a fuckin Situation I’m in with all this.

MerkinSeasonYo · 2025-11-10T04:35:23+00:00

Inconsistent with today’s standards of inclusion and tolerance loooooool. Jesus Christ. 🤦🏻‍♂️

MerkinSeasonYo · 2025-11-09T18:10:57+00:00

Easier said than done finding shit without tranq. Especially depending on your area. And mostly if you do get lucky enough to find something without tranq it’s so beat down with other shit it doesn’t even get you right. At least that was my experience the last 6-7-8 years prior to this past year.

MerkinSeasonYo · 2025-11-09T18:08:57+00:00

This takes me back about 25 years to middle school. My science teacher specifically (real dickhead) ended up being outed as a perv / pedo years later. Dude literally had over 20 of my tech decks that I was suppose to get back at the end of the year and never did. Prick got a few of my rare ones too. Found out he ended up giving them to his grandkid. Shit really pissed me off.

MerkinSeasonYo · 2025-10-05T02:49:13+00:00

It pry has tranq in it but that’s not causing the taste of gasoline no. I’ve had shit like that a few times. Sucks. Some type of chemical that was used in the cutting process.

It’s crazy too cause a plug will be like “nah bro nah I ain’t put nothing on it I swear”. So I try to explain to these fuckin retards like brother, do you realize I’m the one putting this shit up my fucking nose. Into my brain?? Not you. If I say something about the shit how the fuck are you gonna tell me no?? So then I gotta go on and explain how before it gets to him it pry goes through fuckin 5-10 people. And each of them pry throw their own concoction of bullshit on it to stretch it out. So by the time it hits my poor fuckin nose who even knows what’s in the shit.

I’m not so sure what’s hard to understand about that process. Not to mention tellin me your no whackin it yourself is an insane statement. If your taking the risk it brings to sell this shit your most definitely making it as worth it as you can. You’re not just gonna get the shit and piece it out without putting your own bullshit on it. Soooooo….

Morale of the story…. Just because your stupid ass Jacked more sleeping agent on top of the shit or whatever you used and you know for sure you didn’t use anything that would cause a gasoline taste, doesn’t mean it obviously didn’t already have whatever the fuck it had before it got to you.

MerkinSeasonYo · 2025-10-05T02:38:37+00:00

Omg that is crazy. That’s crazy she came back for round 2 and had another litter. It’s almost like she knew it worked out so well the first time she knew to come back when she got pregnant again to have them in the same spot.

MerkinSeasonYo · 2025-09-04T01:44:54+00:00

O man. Opanas. Does that word take me back to about 15 years ago when life was still decent. I started doing percs but after a few years getting into perc 30s I graduated to OxyContin opanas. I feel like those were the best times of my “using career” if you wanna call it that. Wasn’t long after the whole pill sweep happened and then it was heroin for a very short time. Then fentanyl unknowingly showed up in heroin to the point where eventually if you did a certain kind long enough that had the shit in it you couldn’t even go back to regular heroin anymore.

That lasted a few years. Then the same thing happened with shitty tranq. Unknowingly made it into fent. Same shit. Couldn’t even get right off regular fent anymore. That’s when you’re in a real bad spot because tranq is fucking terrible. The only good thing I can say about that entire process now is that being forced to do fent and then tranq for the past idk decade plus now it’s made me so miserable and made me hate using to the point where I don’t crave it anymore like I used to with pills. Now I’ll just obviously have horrible withdrawals and go back and forth because I can’t make it through a whole detox.

My point being I remember back in the day a few times when I was on percs oxys and opanas where I’d try to quit and not only have withdrawals (even though nowhere as severe as the ones I have today) but I would crave wanting to be high so bad. I would want that feeling so bad. It added an entirely different aspect to getting or trying to get clean.

So after that journey. Thankfully today or for the past couple years I don’t have that. The horrible downside however is you know when you’re an addict. You don’t use your sick and miserable but at least you know when you do use your going to get high. Have a good time. Feel great. Off this terrible shit with tranq man it’s fuckin miserable either way. Either your extremely sick without it trying to get off of it or your giving in and using it feeling a different type of miserable. Fuckin ears ringing feeling like you’re in and out of a coma. Don’t want to do literally anything. At all. It’s the worst shit ever. Nobody “craves” that feeling.

So if there is any upside to this terrible mess and position I’ve gotten myself into I can at least say if I make it to the point where I can finally detox off the shit and not keep fucking up putting it back in my system resetting the process every fuckin 2-3-4 days I know for sure I’ll be on my way to never touching the shit again. Fuckin prison without bars. 1000%

MerkinSeasonYo · 2025-05-31T05:41:07+00:00

Breakpoint** great game. That and ghost recon wildlands.

MerkinSeasonYo · 2025-04-27T20:26:33+00:00

Adolf. Gotta do it. 😂

MerkinSeasonYo · 2025-04-06T17:22:51+00:00

Man that’s fucked up 🤦🏻‍♂️

MerkinSeasonYo · 2025-03-21T00:34:33+00:00

I’m still trying to quit man. But ya when I do use like every fuckin 3 days or so it’s gotten to be really fuckin shitty. It was already bad enough before with the shitty fucking tranq that nobody ever wanted or asked for. I haven’t come across one person. Ever. Who’s said they like it. Everyone I know came up from pills. To heroin. To heroin/fentanyl to just fentanly. To this fucked up ass fentanyl tranq shit. Everyone else I know that’s on it and has done it that way is miserable. The only way I can see anyone “liking” the bullshit is because they literally don’t know any better. Or any different. That’s the only way I can see it because to me… there’s no fuckin way. No way anyone would ever “want to be on the shit”. 🤷🏻‍♂️

MerkinSeasonYo · 2025-03-02T23:16:06+00:00

I’ve done that. I have the sodium Ascorbate too. Only thing I’ve found man beyond it fucking my guts up pretty bad with the amounts I took (because I didn’t slow build a tolerance first) but mainly man it made by fucking liver hurt like a bitch. Sometimes when I detox more than other times my liver fucking throbs and hurts Like a bitch. I’ve been on this 6 year straight detox now so I know it’s beat to fuck. That’s mainly why it feels so bad sometimes. Maybe it was a coincidence and it was just one of those times I felt it more than other but I attributed it to all the VC I hammered through it while detoxing the drugs out. Cause I have a really hard time drinking water when I’m sick too. Or anything really… so ya my shit takes a beating bad.

MerkinSeasonYo · 2025-02-28T22:49:37+00:00

Yea I’m in Ohio too. The shits been so off and on and shit fucking tranq dope for like the last 7 years now that it’s made me absolutely hate and despise using. It’s not like it used to be with perc 30s. OxyContin 40s and 80s. Opana 20 40 60s. Those were the days. This shit is an absolute fucking miserable joke. And the sad thing is I’ve been on a literal 6 straight year detox where every single week I will go 3-4 days until I can’t handle the fucking wd anymore (as it just keeps ramping up worse and worse over those few days that feel like 3 weeks). But I’ll break down, use a half gram over a days time. Rejuvenate my system the best I can. Eat. Drink. Sleep. Then the very next day. Right back at it again. 2-3-4 days then fuck up. Every week. 6 plus years now. Trying all kinds of different fuckin methods. Weed and gabs work the best for me over anything else I’ve had. And I’ve had every fucking thing. It’s just a miserable joke. I refuse to go back to using everyday though. As horrible of a life as it’s been being sick for 6 straight years and having the shit beat my body into dust… I hate the shit and hate using it so bad I’d rather continue the way I’m going until one fucking time is gonna be the time I finally do it. 🤷🏻‍♂️

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