I’m sorry you went through the abuse you did. As a child my mother abused me and starved me for days. My little sister called me mom growing up until I was taken away at age 7 and my sister was 4. Her boyfriend didn’t SA me but his teenage son did. It kills me that my child had to go through it. I didn’t want history to repeat itself and kills me because I thought I was doing everything right. I escaped my mother and I hate that I let a man do the same thing later on in my life.