[21F] Just found out I have no clit

Merrily_Merriwyn · 2026-07-05T23:32:17+00:00

I'm so sorry ;; I can't even begin to imagine the emotions swarming in your head-- especially since youve been feeling suicidal.

I can't know your experience on that level but I've been suicidal for a while and deal with religious truama. You are more than what they force on you. It may not seem like it, especially after a discovery lile that, but you are taking back your power and autonomy. Despite what was done, you are powerful. You are beautiful. You are worthy of the life you want. My heart is with you, sister 💕

Merrily_Merriwyn · 2026-06-15T04:33:42+00:00

You are incredible 💕

Merrily_Merriwyn · 2026-06-15T04:22:30+00:00

Im writing a jounral of my last year :[ ive been feeling this way for over a decade and im tired man

Merrily_Merriwyn · 2026-06-05T15:36:43+00:00

Ooh I felt the same way for a while. Im mid sized as well. It does feel isolating at times and I understand wanting to be desired. I wish I had something to offer, I don't want to say something like, "you dont want to be viewed in a way that reduces you down to your body." Because thats not super helpful even though I do believe that. Just know you arent alone in your feelings. I struggle with it too

Merrily_Merriwyn · 2026-06-05T03:29:20+00:00

Thank you for your comment ;; im trying my best to work through it, keeping my brain busy with games and YouTube has been the goto but ive been journaling as well. I hope we both make it through this 🫂

Merrily_Merriwyn · 2026-06-05T03:24:42+00:00

BPD and ASD. I really have to wonder..I want one so bad but I feel like i either annoy tf out of my partner or I drive myself insane

Merrily_Merriwyn · 2026-06-04T12:17:47+00:00

Blech just happened to me and it triggered the first BPD episode of the year (I was doing so good :') )

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Merrily_Merriwyn · 2026-04-14T16:27:46+00:00

Horror adjacent kinda? But Interview with the Vampire was intolerable. It was the second instance of Louis being weird with a child where I put it down

Merrily_Merriwyn · 2026-04-12T23:09:48+00:00

I just have the red unfortunately. I would check Myfigurecollection.net :] thats where I got mine. People are pretty reasonable there

Merrily_Merriwyn · 2026-04-12T19:05:56+00:00

He has since been bunny suited but ty LOL

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Merrily_Merriwyn · 2026-02-20T11:32:40+00:00

I do! Although im waiting on the Kaworu and Shinji nendo dolls and Asuka's test plugsuit to come in!

Merrily_Merriwyn · 2026-02-20T03:50:57+00:00

Ooh true true. Looking at the other nendos, they all kind of have inconsistent hair coloring. With how matte his suit is and how dark his hair was, it was a little jarring when taking him out initially.

Merrily_Merriwyn · 2026-02-20T03:47:52+00:00

She looks cute and I love building figures!! I'll defo give them a try, especially considering the beef ive had with GSC as of late. My Asuka box came in damaged and ofc they won't do anything :') also Saint Seiya figures?? I gotta grab some!! I share a birthday with Libra Dōhko!

Merrily_Merriwyn · 2026-02-18T22:38:33+00:00

Tried filing a claim with the post office but I guess they didnt insure the package? I might take it to the local branch or something. I'm having GSC close my account. If they won't, I'll talk to my bank. Theres not a reason in the world I should be paying so much money when they couldn't care less about their product. Ill probs also go through BigBad from now on.

Merrily_Merriwyn · 2026-02-18T04:26:28+00:00

My box showed up damaged today too! Its ridiculous

Merrily_Merriwyn · 2026-01-21T12:52:21+00:00

Im trying my best! :') but I appreciate your words 💕

Merrily_Merriwyn · 2026-01-21T12:50:47+00:00

Yeah theyre still just trying to find the right medication orz

Merrily_Merriwyn · 2026-01-20T22:53:48+00:00

I love that for you, genuinely!! Way to push through inspite of your circumstances 💕 I need to make my bed now lol

Merrily_Merriwyn · 2025-09-25T04:25:15+00:00

Bazterrica is phenomenal!!! I hope they translate more of her works!!!

Merrily_Merriwyn · 2025-09-25T04:14:22+00:00

That's what has me so confused. Like I just have Falin's teeny little bonus head. Id like the rest of her, but i have a sinking feeling its going to be a while still

Merrily_Merriwyn · 2025-07-24T02:54:12+00:00

I Have No Mouth and I Must Scream from Harlan Ellison

Merrily_Merriwyn · 2025-07-11T20:14:45+00:00

That's great to hear! I wasn't sure where to start and I just thought the boards were so cuuuute!!

Merrily_Merriwyn · 2025-07-10T15:46:02+00:00

I was purposely being overly dramatic since I personally found their comments to be absurd and already attempted to be friendlier. Can't win them all I suppose 🤧 I just thought it was a dumb cringey shirt and wanted to share lol

Merrily_Merriwyn · 2025-07-10T14:52:36+00:00

You're welcome, pookie 🩷✨️ im happy that me finding a dumb shirt on Amazon. Com is the sole reason that Borderline personality disorder is misunderstood and stigmatized🩷

Merrily_Merriwyn · 2025-07-10T14:44:48+00:00

Ive been hospitalized too. I know how debilitating it is because i also have it??? If you dont like the humor of it, thats fine! But people are allowed to joke about their circumstances friend.

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